Angeluci_dust

I was so full of anger and angst at so many points in my life, being mad at the world for the way it is, at the people for the way they are, at myself for caring that much. That now, being this careless and calm and indifferent, it feels sort of surreal. Not having to overthink, and rather just gaslighting myself like "do i care? No I don't" and these being the only words i must mutter to myself to stop thinking. 
          	It feels like peace and i really hope it keeps going like this 

Angeluci_dust

I was so full of anger and angst at so many points in my life, being mad at the world for the way it is, at the people for the way they are, at myself for caring that much. That now, being this careless and calm and indifferent, it feels sort of surreal. Not having to overthink, and rather just gaslighting myself like "do i care? No I don't" and these being the only words i must mutter to myself to stop thinking. 
          It feels like peace and i really hope it keeps going like this 

Angeluci_dust

Yk i was kinda good at writing. Like really good, i have many drafts and I'm just amazed at the story telling, i really do have so many talents i just don't take advantage of them anymore, and that's lowkey sad. I was a gifted child, and growing up made me part ways woth so many interests of mine, like reading and writing, and drawing. I almost feel ashamed of admitting that I enjot any of these activities. 
          Because it almost feels like, if you were gifted with anything, you're supposed to make something out of it. It's like you don't appreciate it and you're ungrateful. Almost.

Angeluci_dust

اكتر انسان ما يقدر يكف يده عن شعره

Angeluci_dust

ابغى احس بشعور يكون عندي شعر طويل زي الناس بس ماعم بصبر
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Angeluci_dust

ليترلي شعري واصل اكتافي و اتمنى اشيله كله؟!؟!؟
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