Angel

Man i just need to sleep 

Like omg i feel so bad bc i still hate him with my whole heart, like i hate hating ppl but i just can't stop feeling this inner desire to see him suffer. Like fuck i feel evil for this shit

Especially men 

Get this song out of my head I've been singing it nonstoppppp

So call me when he breaks your heart next summer~

You had to throw away our love to find out nothing's as good as us

مين يقنعني انه الاغنية مش الي

المهم نرجع لموضوعنا، اي الصراحة مستمع حلو و خلاني افكر و اعيد النظر فبعض الاشياء ، احس لو كان معي فلوس و كنت مستقلة 
            I'll 100% go to therapy

ياليل احس ما عاد اعرف كيف اتكلم بهاي اللهجة من كتر ما عم استخدمها 

كنت اشوف ناس تسويها و اقول وتف و قلت خلي نجرب بس صدق بجد مستمع حلو 

My day is ruined 

Give me a sign or smth 

Like i might go crazy atp 

اشتريته نسنسنمصمسكس

يا رب و اخيرا ما عاد امسح الوات بسبب المساحة 

"Are u writing to forget or to remember?"
            
            To remember, absolutely, i want every single moment, good or bad, forever engraved into my memory. 
            I guess that's why I'm so attached to everything, and have the hardest time letting go. Because i simply don't want to forget.

The most nostalgic person award goes to:

I love being appreciated for simply finding joy in who i am

To be loved is to be seen, and i always felt insecure abt letting myself out, showing parts of me to people that I don't know for sure are going to like me. But honestly, fuck that, I'm going to be exactly what i was made to be, and if anyone doesn't like it, that's their job to deal with it. I'm not playing cool or dimming my own lights to fit into another fucked up huma's standard