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Unfortunately I'm still undergoing the 5 stages of grief
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I genuinely went through the 5 stages of grief this year
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And another thing that surprised me, is that i always thought i can't let myself get involved with someone else when deep down i know I'm still hurt in some ways. But my view changed? Surprisingly, being shown love again, in a healthy secure amount was the most healing thing ever.
I don't know if that's what i had to witness again for me to finally get on my feet again? To get some of the love I've given to others back.
I know it risks getting hurt again, but I've learned so much to protect myself from that, and i deserve to be happy. I'm not gonna ruin it for myself
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But to be fair, these past few months, as much as i cried and obsessed over the same stuff I'm trying to heal from. It felt like closure in some way
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And it's finally over in some way? I can't count how many times i was like "oh I'm finally healing" and then figuring out i haven't even started yet
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اي ميسسسسسس ايام كنت اقرا روايات و كذا حرفيااا
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It's so sad how this place once was my safe sanctuary, where i spent most of my time. Where i turned to when I'm sad, and now it's just .. empty, everyone left, and somehow I'm still here. It feels hollow, and cold.
Not necessarily bad, it served it's time, but I'll always get that bittersweet feeling when i think about it.
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Man bitches need to start leaving me alone
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Watching reply 1988 feels like watching scenes from my own life, divided in all of the main characters lives.
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Went from top 3students in my whole goddamn school to getting 0s in everything
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وتف احسني لقيت كنز
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Found an app, that has reels and posts and dm and everything that is NOT INSTAGRAM OR TIKTOK OR FACEBOOK OR X OR ANY OF THE FAMOUS APPS
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Dude today was so good I'm not even kidding
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تذكرت اسمي هنا Angel و داميانو سوا اغنية اسمها Angel