Yk i was kinda good at writing. Like really good, i have many drafts and I'm just amazed at the story telling, i really do have so many talents i just don't take advantage of them anymore, and that's lowkey sad. I was a gifted child, and growing up made me part ways woth so many interests of mine, like reading and writing, and drawing. I almost feel ashamed of admitting that I enjot any of these activities.
Because it almost feels like, if you were gifted with anything, you're supposed to make something out of it. It's like you don't appreciate it and you're ungrateful. Almost.