Offical Ghost

You've been FoLlOWeD. 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Wait, that sounds creepy, I mean-

I am ghost now, don't ask questions.

Do you ever write so much but it's all just sparatic and not planned out ideas so you end up with a thousand unfinished ideas until you end up running out ideas and wanting to write but not having any ideas?
          
          Yeah.

Sometimes I think I need to focus on doing things for myself sometimes. Every single thing I've ever written was made for the purpose of showing it to people, and I would drop projects that I enjoyed if they weren't good enough. For example, I was making some art that I didn't want to show to the public but wanted to make. 
           This reason was enough to make me put it off for the longest time, until I came to the conclusion: I need to do things for myself. In my last post thing, I pointed out that it probably wasn't what my follower wanted even though they didn't care. I was afraid of making something new because my main purpose was to please people, not make something I wanted to.
          Woops, I just randomly said something deep.

I finally wrote something! It's Sander Sides related, because I don't think my obbsession will ever end. That's probably not what my one followers wanted considering I used to write animal stories but...yeah.

I just realized that none of my ideas are orginal and are always heavily inspired by something else and I'm having a existential crisis

For the one person thats following me, I'm currently working on (Sander Sides) fanfic, because I'm obbsessed with it and need to let my obbsession out somehow. I also have a youtube that I'm a lot more active on,  and you can find it here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCitPOeXl5wJCjfiJiL1_pGw?view_as=subscriber
          This channel is mostly (Sander Sides, again) Speedpaints, but I will occasionally do other things.

Happy (late) New Years!

Add on of my previous message, I think it's just my email name.

Changed my name to PhoxPhire, it used to be Book-a-Cola. Of course, there's my other name, AnimalLover1299. So which is it??