Guys, depression has taken over me. I'm moving form my hometown to London, and since today was graduation, I will never see my friends ever again. I cried in the middle of the ceremony and no one knew what was going on. Then I had to tell them that I wouldn't be coming back in September. They didn't think it was a big deal since most of them knew where I live, but I told then that not only am I leaving the country, but the continent as well. Tears fell today, I've cried so much my eyes hurt and I can't cry anymore. I now remember all the days I was counting down to leave my shitty country, but now that it's time, I wish I had been more grateful for what I had. I'd always complain about the day of leaving being too far, but know it's too close. I wish I could stay just two more years, at least to see my best friends graduate. I'm depressed now and would like to chat with the few friends of mine that are on Discord. I hope you guys have a better holiday than I am. I can't enjoy going to my dream destination while knowing that once I go, I can't come back.
