Animelifeiscool48

HAIHAIHAI ILYYYYYYY
          HRU? HOW IS YOUR SLEEP? HAVE YOU BEEN EATING AND DRINKING WELL??

tysm for the follow!

Just a warning, this is me letting my feelings out, full blast, like a trauma dump.
          Anyway, today has literally been the worst day of my life, and it’s barely even 1:00. The dog who was being too energetic started clawing at the walls of my house last night and a lot of it is already gone. My dad said that if she does it 1 more time, she’s leaving. But I’m literally crying in my bathroom right now because of the day. I’ll get back to the dog soon. Anyway, my sleep was getting a lot better thanks to everyone making me happy and you all made me want to be healthy, so I tried to be better. But when my dad threatened to get rid of the dog, all the progress went away. I didn’t sleep a wink last night because I’m terrified that Luna(the dog) will actually leave since I came home and found that she messed up the wall again. When my dad’s childhood dog died around 9 years ago, he let me and my mom pick a new one. He wanted a small dog that everyone could walk, but when I saw Luna, I can remember my smile being brighter than the sun. She’s half German shepherd and half Labrador I think.
          She was like one of my only constant things in life. When my parents got divorced and I blamed myself, she would be there to let me hug her while I sobbed. She would be there when I got a cut. When I lost friends. I can only connect with my black cat and Luna, but now she might leave forever, and I can’t take it.
          But because of the lack of sleep, the finger prick that I was terrified of, the knee that moved out of place, the fact that no one cared and said I was being too childish, no one willing to feed me, everyone at home ignoring me, everyone saying I’m not really in pain and that I can walk and stand, be in a crowded place when I have social anxiety, and so much more, I just-
          I just can’t take it anymore. No one is listening to what I need or want. It’s like they think I’m just a doll.
          Sorry. I just needed this. And my hands were shaking, so sorry if I spelled anything wrong.

Woahhh you like Percy jackesonnnn

Hey guys! I just wanna let you guys know that I might not be that active for a bit. I’ll still respond to posts and post stuff from time to time, but I’ll be doing it a lot less for a bit.
          It’s because someone who was like a father to me died a few days ago and I just found out that one of my aunts dogs that I’ve known since I was 9 died this morning. Her name was also similar to mine, so I got really attached. My dad is also thinking about giving away one of our dogs because she’s been too active lately. And no matter what I say, he won’t listen. Sorry for dumping all this on you all.
          So, yeah. If I’m not that active or seem depressed when I reply, that’s probably the reason. Anyway, I hope all of you have great days! I’ll try to be happy for you guys!
          <3

Guyssss
          This is a link to an idol voting thingy. I don’t really know how to describe it -_-
          But anyway! Go check it out and vote!!!
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/413123911-the-idol-nation-awards

Gahhhhh
          Trying to get abs when you’ve been a couch potato for a long time is extremely exhausting. My body hurtsssssss

Good morning.
          Good afternoon.
          Good night.
          Wherever you are, I hope you’re feeling amazing!!
          Now my friends, I must remind you of something very important. And that is to eat food, drink water, sleep, and smile! Don’t be ashamed of yourself! I love you all!! <3
          So tell me, how have you been today? Are you staying heathy???

Today… I ate expired bread. I almost died when I found out. But it’s not like it was expired for a day or 2. It went bad 2 weeks ago…
          If I get sick, I’m blaming the bread.

Hey guysss
          How are all of you? Having fun? Drinking water? Eating? Smiling? Don’t forget to find happiness in your life every day, even if it’s something small like finding a leaf shaped like a heart!
          Feel free to vent to me here! I’ll try to help you guys through your problems! <3