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It's okay to mess up, you know. I know a few people who hate their lives, who try to kill themselves, who cut themselves just because they think their lives are "miserable". But there are much more miserable lives than yours and theirs. Some starve. Some have no family. Some have no home. Many die. We are lucky. We were born lucky.
We think out appearance matters, but it doesn't. Beauty isn't what's on the outside; it's on the inside.
Everyone is beautiful, including you, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise:)