Areanahypes

@KariEenafan5960 it's okay someone or other suffers in some way.. I know it's not ur fault but. U need to be ur own strength in this hardships .. See I am not sugarcoating or would say some beautiful lines but the fact is it's only you and you need to understand yourself how to make u comfortable.. Like if the environment you said the  u should think of good places at that time instead of mishaps happening.. And I know she is really an angel.. She is innocent and everyone just take advantage of her existence .. She is very naive for this cruel world.. Ans yaa for u I would say be you trust the process nd make your identity and escape from there  

@Areanahypes 
            I mean...I thought you were angry on me, so was Shristi di...
            How can I not want her di? She is the person who was there for me, always... She is the one jiske wajah se Mai aaj Hoon Yahan, ye type kar Rahi hoon... She stopped me from nearly killing myself... May lafzon me bayan bhi nahi kar sackti wo mere liye Kya hai...
            I feel she is my guardian angel... Jo Meri Zindagi me achanak se aa gai... Aur mere jeene ki wajah ban Gai...
            I can never get peace... It's just not possible... I have tried everything... But I never get that  'peace'... Woh sirf tab aati thi jab... Shristi di se baat Hoti thi.. jab school se aakar ek message intezaar kar raha hota tha... She did everything for me... Being kilometers away but still, she gave me that warmth, she is my safe place...
            I still remember Maine unko ek message bhejha tha ke Maine unhe Mera Dil bhejha hai..and then I told her 'sambhaal ke, kahin tukdon se haath na kat jaye'
            And you know what she said...
            She said koi nahi ehsaas tumhara hai...
            And.. at that moment I knew... Yeh insaan mujhe kabhi chod ke nahi jayega...
            No matter what I do.. I can never be at peace...
            I can't focus on myself... Jo environment hai na mere aaspaas, wo humesha cheek cheek kar bolta hai 'you are nothing but a disgrace'... There is this voice in my head that makes me go crazy... Mai Kya Karun... Aap hi bolo ab...

@Areanahypes 
            Itna toh sukoon hai ke wo theek hai... Agar aap Wattpad ki BAAT kar rahe ho toh Mai aapko bata doon Mai Wattpad kholns hi chod di thi, uss din se jab Meri aakhri Baar unse baat hui thi... Mai sirf ye check karne kholti thi ke koi message aaya ho... Maine ek story nahi padhi hai jab se.. mere final exams shuru hone wale hai... Sunday se..
            At this point I use Wattpad only to contact you...

@KariEenafan5960  nhi abhi chal rahe back to back exams hai abhi uske almost June tak.. Gmail uske pass nhi hai kyuki she does not have phone only..  Bataya tha na due to the reasons she deleted everything and.. Maine usse last baat aunty ke jariye ki thi that too a month back... So I am sorry but I don't have any access to make u contact her and yaa I am not much into such platforms as I am very busy... 

@Areanahypes oh..accha..
            Aap kaise baat karte ho unse...?
            Unke Paas Gmail, toh Hoga?...
            Thank God she is fine and recovered... Bas itni door se Dua hi kar sackti Hoon Mai...
            Exams ho gaye honge na unke... Mere Bhai ke bhi hue.. abhi chuttiyan hai unhe...
            Please just tell her to take care... I miss her, but please tell her... Mai kabhi unke bare me galat nahi soch sackti...

@KariEenafan5960 how can I make you contact her she lives somewhere else I live somewhere else... She is not any social accounts right now.. And due to exams and health.. So yaa I don't have any means to make you contact her I am sorry for that and yaa she is okay now she has recovered... Just I can update you as I said..