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I miss you. I hate to say it but I do. You hurt me so many times and I hate to say it but I’d probably take you back as soon as you asked because that’s how vulnerable I am when it comes to you. You loved me like I thought no one else could. I still can’t tell if it was all a lie or if you actually did love me and just decided I wasn’t up to standards. I know you’ll never see this. That’s why I’m writing it. I need to get it all off my chest because all of my friends are sick of my pathetic feelings towards you. I’m doing pretty well now. I’m going into high school. I’ve cut off almost all the people who had hurt me. I like to believe the old you would be proud. I have a handful of new friends that are pretty cool. My sleep schedule is still shit. But I’m working on it. I used to try and fix myself so you would be proud. But now you’re different. I don’t know if I want to do things for you anymore. I get that you couldn’t give a shit because well you already casted me away with all the other people you got tired of. I have a new sister. Her name is Raena. I think you’d like her. She’s very sweet and she likes when I sing to her. My dad and I are finally getting along. I cut off Vanessa but I think I told you that after she SA’ed me. Speaking of that, it happened again with a boy named Thailan. I had a whole day dedicated to talking to the school police. Everyone was very comforting. They all made sure I knew it wasn’t my fault. Even the staff I didn’t know too well comforted me. I’m glad I spoke out about it. I think you’d be proud of that. I moved into a new house. I have a much bigger room. It’s very comfortable here. I’m gonna have a new start. New house, new school, new friends, new everything. Well this is getting long so I’m just gonna finish up by saying,
See you later! Well no but still I’m saying it.
Bye!
-Ragno
