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I didn't say shit. I simply said I couldn't support an "abuser". I didn't say i hated him, i still idolized him. The fact that I have to use past tense is heartbreaking. He should be here still. I still can't believe this is real I don't even know what to say...
          rest in piece Liam, the 4 year old in me shattered today.

I SEE YOU EVERYWHERE☠️☠️

Concert List (for me unless u stalk my pfp and see this): 
          2/03/22- Louis Tomlinson
          3/12/22- Dua Lipa
          6/19/22- Harry Styles
          11/19/22- Adele
          4/22/23- Taylor Swift
          7/08/23 - Louis Tomlinson (thumbs up at me)
          9/09/23 - 5SOS
          2/27/24 - Olivia Rodrigo ( touched her hand)
          3/01/24- Mitch Rowland (met him + picture)
          4/30/24- Laufey (talked to her at Q&A)
          6/23/24 - Taylor Swift 
          8/03/24 - Niall Horan
          9/20/24 - Gracie Abrams
          10/23/24 - Conan Gray
          10/27/24- Sabrina Carpenter (hoping for tix)

Officially 1 year clean <3

Losing hope that 1D will ever get back together :(

NO FUCKING WAY TAYLOR SANG CLEAN ON MY 10 MONTH STREAK WHILE I WAS THERE WTF WTF WTF LIEK I STARTED SOBBING WHEN I HEARD IT AT THE STADIUM

10 MONTHS SOBER I MUST ADMIT JUST BECAUSE UR CLEAN DONT MEAN U DONT MISS IT

Almost didn't make it to 10 months-
          I almost just lost it 

Casually remembering Louis waved at me, I touched Olivia Rodrigo's arm, I talked and took a pic with Mitch Rowland, and I talked to Laufey recently as well-

i was going thru my old pms (now that wp is doing away with them) and read the one where i asked you to be my wp bestie and you said yes :))))