i might return

Over a year ago, I posted that I might return and I am here again with such words. No I won't be working on any of my old things. I barely remember such plots, but I have a new story in mind. I have a basic skeleton of a plot down pat. I've written the first two chapters and if I get ten chapters done and still have my inspiration flowing, I might post it here. I doubt you guys care at this point, but I'm excited if I do end up continuing this story and posting it here. I'm making the plot more complex and more realistic in a way even though it's a fantasy story. And of course, it's a romance novel too. I want to make the romance almost secondary, but I'm struggling to make that happen as of now. Let's just see and thank you to everyone who's still following me. I really do hope to return to this website. It might be a bit cringe-y but there's also the rare gems which ignite my soul. I love you guys. xoxo

once again here with talk of my return, i actually have a story plot i make go along with, i have it mostly mapped out, but im still hesitant with the second half of the story, im probably going to make changes. i took creative writing lasts semester and i feel like my writing has gotten a lot better since when i first started writing in middle school. hopefully i will make my return on her eventually but knowing me, it wont happen
          love you guys
          stay safe
          do your homework (unlike me)

lmao i just logged back in after idk how long cuz im goin back to the states from korea so i needed something to read and omfg why do i still have 500 followers here????

so i thought i deleted this account... but yeah, i couldn't remember my username when trying to login into my phone and so.... um, I'm kinda back...

Hey, this is important. Sorry, it seems like everything I post says it's important these days.
          
          Sorry about basically lying this summer. I really did mean to work on my writing, but I got sidetracked. I didn't focus on writing. I have no idea what I actually did. Be lazy and shit. Yeah, but this is a goodbye message. No, this isn't a suicide type of thing. Don't worry. This site just gives me too much anxiety and pressure. 
          It's not you guys. I just feel so guilty about not updating whenever I see this site or see someone talking about it. I'm deleting. I might come back one day, but yeah... I just not as passionate as I used to be. The words don't flow like how they used to. The words just freeze as soon as I begin to type. 
          I'm not middle school me, I guess. My main focus is on school. I have to get scholarships and above a 4.0 GPA if I want to become as successful as I planned since I was little. My dream was to be writer for a few years, but I know that won't happen. I'm just being realistic. Sorry. 
          Odds are that I'll get into graphic designing or something similar. The future is unclear and I'm about to go into sophomore year in high school. I'll be getting a job soon and I just don't like seeing this site on my screen and just remembering that I never since basically half a year ago. 
          I hope you guys understand. My friends been trying to get me to not delete, but idk. I'm just done. I'll probably write in my free time, but not post them. But I might in the future. 
          Hope you guys take it easy and get upset about this. Bye. Love you guys.

OMFG HALF WAY TO 1,000 FOLLOWERS!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSS!!!! SO HAPPY!!! YOU GUYS NEVER COMMENT AND STUFF BUT THANK YOU FOR FOLLOWING ME!!!! IT MEANS SO MUCH!!! I'LL TRY TO UPDATE SOON!!!

!!!!!!!! THIS IS AN VERY IMPORTANT MESSAGE!!! PLEASE FUCKING READ THIS!!!
          
          Hey, I know I haven't really been on for months. School had me busy and I kinda have more of a social life than last year. My friends are keeping me occupied with stuff. Anywho, to the important shit. 
          I am only going to be focusing on one book for now on. I have no idea which book, though. There are many options for me to choice, lolz jk... I only have 3 choices. The Pop Reference Princess, Miss Sarcasm, and The Bad Boy's Weird Ass Neighbor are the options. Please, please, please, PLEASE, FUCKING PLEASE, HELP ME DECIDE ON WHICH BOOK TO FOCUS ON!!! I have a new journal that I'm going to writing the book in and I want to focus on one book for now. 
          I hope you guys are understanding. I'm still busy with life. I'm booked for the rest of this month. I'm probably going out at least once a week during July and then in August, my newest bestie is coming back to the states, so I'll be busy catching up with her and having movie marathons. She's going to be gone all July with no wifi. I am going to die. She's my bae who I skype 24/7. 
          I forgot what else I was going to say.... WAIT, OKAY, ANOTHER IMPORTANT THING, BEFORE I START UPDATING WHATEVER BOOK YOU CHOOSE ME TO FOCUS ON, I AM PROBABLY GOING TO EDIT AND CHANGE SOME THINGS!!! I HAVE NOT WRITTEN FOR MONTHS. LIKE, I FORGOT WHAT I WROTE LAST FOR THESE BOOKS. I AM SO SORRY.
          Actually, I don't feel too sorry. I don't really get many comments anymore. I get votes sometimes, but nothing serious. I also never really PM anymore. Wattpad is just something I barely notice now. I'm going to try to focus on one book this summer before school starts on August 31st. Ew, that is way too early, but oh well. 
          PLEASE ACTUALLY FUCKIN COMMENT. JUST SAY WHICH ONE YOU LIKE BEST. I DON'T REALLY CARE. I LIKE MOST OF MY BOOKS. I HAVE A CENTRAL PLOT IDEA FOR MOST OF THESE. PLEASE LOVE ME ENOUGH TO COMMENT.
          BYE!!! LOVE YOU, BITCHES!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! 
          
          
          sorry for not updating. No inspiration recently and... yeah... I'm trying to get the chapters to be close to perfect and nothing is coming to me. So sorry, but anywho, IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!! I'M 15 TODAY!!! SUCK IT!!!

PLEASE READ THIS MESSAGE IF YOU ACTUALLY READ MY BOOKS BECAUSE IT WILL PROBABLY CONCERN YOU!!!
          
          Sorry everyone! I didn't have my laptop charger during my winter break because I'm a dumbass who forgets her charger at her friend's house. I then wasn't able to update and was very bored, but I have somewhat bad news. I'm going to delete two of my stories. One of them is going to be replaced with a book with a very similar plot, but it's different since I'm changing things like the race of the main characters and names. The other one I'm deleting because I honestly think it's stupid and I don't know why it's popular. I'm sorry, but Little Ms. Nobody + Mr. Alpha Jock is stupid if you ask me. Ash changes her appearance for some guy and she's rude. I don't like Blake's character. I'm going to delete it and the whole plot was so... terrible. Ash was happy in one chapter, but then upset in the next. I have way too many errors in that book and I am embarrassed to have it up still. I know that a lot of people are still voting and commenting on it, but I hate it. 
          
          The other book that I'm deleting is Falling & Stumbling. I'm changing the title and the characters' race. I'm making it actually have so much more meaning than it does now. I am going to be talking about many current issues in the world that young adults seem to not know about. Over the past year of starting to write on Wattpad, I have actually changed a lot. I have matured and changed perspectives on life and politics. Yes, I am fourteen and have strong opinions already. No, I'm not too young to understand the world around myself and I hope I don't upset too many people by deleting my stories. 
          
          Expect updates soon. Sorry and thank you for reading this. Love all of you... maybe.

Rest in pease Leelah Alcorn. I'm so sorry your parents were so hateful and didn't support you. You're beautiful and a wonderful artist. Rest in peace.