Astaria_Zu84

Hm. I haven't been online on this account yet, I still keep getting follows and likes..
          	
          	Hate to break to you guys but, I'll no longer be active on this account nor will I be continuing any of my works, yes I was passionate about them but, sometimes, people change.
          	
          	I tried to like, stay in the fandoms but, there were just too little motivation to even write anymore so, I kind of just, became inactive. I never left, but I just don't really have that much interest anymore. 
          	I'm more active in my Tumblr and Ao3
          	Astaria_Zu ( AO3 )
          	eclipseastar (Tumblr)
          	You guys can check out what I've been doing there:)
          	See you all

Astaria_Zu84

Hm. I haven't been online on this account yet, I still keep getting follows and likes..
          
          Hate to break to you guys but, I'll no longer be active on this account nor will I be continuing any of my works, yes I was passionate about them but, sometimes, people change.
          
          I tried to like, stay in the fandoms but, there were just too little motivation to even write anymore so, I kind of just, became inactive. I never left, but I just don't really have that much interest anymore. 
          I'm more active in my Tumblr and Ao3
          Astaria_Zu ( AO3 )
          eclipseastar (Tumblr)
          You guys can check out what I've been doing there:)
          See you all

Astaria_Zu84

Two nights.
          I didn't had a sleep.
          
          Never drinking coffee again if I'm not going somewhere, like never.
          
          That was the worse feeling ever. 
          Also, my AO3 name is " Astaria_Zu "
          I have one fic uploaded there, feel free to read
          ( It's OOC and the fighting scene sucks )

Megtronyoursobig

@Astaria_Zu84 bros is as innocent as spongebob
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Astaria_Zu84

Despite I already vented ts to my friend, it still hurts.
          
          Do you ever had that kind of bday where it barely even felt like one? That's me in my 17th b-day.
          
          It's almost laughable how these fckers are always so extra with bdays if it's the grandparents then when it's mine it's just.. so fcking sad.
          
          It feels like I'm saying like I'm jealous, that's true. But yk the unfairness in this? Yeah. It was so unfair for me because, they're always so attentive with grandparents, understandable they're old. But when I need something, they would just brush me off, and that I need to wait so I could get it.
          
          I fcking hate it, and tomorrow, May 29, is grandpa's bday. 
          I'm somewhat thankful I have school orientation tomorrow, I'll spend the rest of the day with my friends after that. 
          
          I need a breather, a real one. I don't wanna be back at home where I'll be feeling all shtty. 
          Sorry if I disturbed y'all.

Astaria_Zu84

I don't always hate birthdays, I mean it's your special day, what makes you hate it? Nothing.
            
            But after THAT day? I hated it. It was one of my worse days, ever. 
            
            I always wanted to voice out my complains to them but, it'll just feel like some kind of jealousy trope, that I'm just being dramatic, that's " hey we never asked this, we're just doing this because your uncle said so. "
            
            MAYBE IF YOU COULD'VE TOLD ME THAT YOU DIDNT WANNA DO IT, THEN MAYBE I WOULDN'T FEEL THAT BAD. 
            BE THANKFUL I DIDNT TELL HIM ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT'S HAPPENING IN FHIS HOUSE OR YALL FCKING TOAST.
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