Despite I already vented ts to my friend, it still hurts.
Do you ever had that kind of bday where it barely even felt like one? That's me in my 17th b-day.
It's almost laughable how these fckers are always so extra with bdays if it's the grandparents then when it's mine it's just.. so fcking sad.
It feels like I'm saying like I'm jealous, that's true. But yk the unfairness in this? Yeah. It was so unfair for me because, they're always so attentive with grandparents, understandable they're old. But when I need something, they would just brush me off, and that I need to wait so I could get it.
I fcking hate it, and tomorrow, May 29, is grandpa's bday.
I'm somewhat thankful I have school orientation tomorrow, I'll spend the rest of the day with my friends after that.
I need a breather, a real one. I don't wanna be back at home where I'll be feeling all shtty.
Sorry if I disturbed y'all.