AstridHoffensern

Well damn

AstridHoffensern

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I hate my life. I don't want to live anymore. I have so much stress on my shoulders. I'm stressed about going to the eighth grade, to get into my dream college, and I'm a big sister of 5 siblings! I hate every part of it. I want to pass away. When I say it in school or in public, people think I'm kidding, but I'm not. I never asked for siblings you know? Heh. It was just me and my mom for 4 years of my life. Then she met my Step-Dad. He took my mom away from me. He's always around her. Whenever I had a nightmare and would go to my mother, he would send me back to my room. Then, my siblings came into my life. I NEVER FUCKING ASKED FOR THEM!! I then have two Step-siblings. I feel like I carry their mistakes, their burdens, and I get the blame. I hate it, y'all. I just it to be how it should. Just Me and My Mom. But, there's no going back, now. I broke down too many times from arguments with my siblings. I think about taking the knife and doing it, but I can't stand the thought of my mother crying over my dead body. So, I continued to live. For her, my friends, my boyfriend, and for all of you.

Kawaii995

You stay strong. 
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