@Athenian_Spidey
Hi everyone! I just posted a poem I wrote. I couldn't go to sleep because the lines were racing through my head last night (smh). So now it's posted. Give it a read!
It's real short. Just read the description first so you know what you're getting into. :)
It's been a year since i last messaged you. Wow time goes quick, hope everything in your life is working out! (I'm just going over people who i message months and months ago :P)
Me: sees a post about a photographer taking pictures of people before and after calling them beautiful
People: smiling much larger in second picture
Me: starts crying
Happy Trans Visibility Day, y’all!! Please everyone be kind and respectful. Trans rights are human rights, and I’m prepared to ream out any transphobes worthy of my time and block any who are not.
Hey, y'all. I just posted a new story. It is VERY short, but I am quite proud of it. If you would give it a quick read and maybe drop some constructive criticism, that would be great. Thank you! Have a nice day. https://www.wattpad.com/story/182326682
A really fun mental state: holding back tears when Quizlet gives the little ‘Amazing job - so proud of you!’ message in Learn mode.
I’m okay. This isn’t right now. I just saw it again and was reminded of a time a few months ago when this happened a lot. It was like all the time, no joke.
So if you’re in this state right now, I want you to know that it does get better. I’m proof. I can fall back into that state sometimes, like when I’m really stressed, but I am much better.
The best thing for me was loving friends. They helped a lot. I really hope you have some friends to help you, too.
It's not okay to be hurtful just because you're hurting yourself.
If you feel like all of your work has been for nothing and that you're back where you started, remember that progress works in a spiral, especially with mental health. You may circle back around, but you're a tier up because you know more from your experience. You may have a better grip on what makes you feel better. You are more prepared.
When young people especially have suicidal ideas, those thoughts get integrated into their minds. For many, suicide may even become this back-up plan that is always there as a fail-safe. That's what happens when you have recurring thoughts while your neural pathways are literally reforming (which happens in your teen years). These thoughts are ingrained into your head, and their influence is the effect of something from the past. You are still growing. You are still making progress and getting better, stronger. Just keep your head up. It really does get better.
I LOVE YOU ALL. EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU. I DO. BECAUSE YOU'RE ALL PEOPLE AND CAN BE PRETTY AWESOME AND HAVE LIVED THIS LONG EVEN WHEN IT GOT TOUGH AND MAYBE IT'S STILL TOUGH BUT THE FACT THAT YOU'RE READING THIS MEANS YOU SUCCEEDED IN FIGHTING!! PLEASE KEEP FIGHTING. YOU'VE MADE IT THROUGH 100% OF YOUR WORST DAYS. AND YOU CAN MAKE IT THROUGH SOME MORE! I KNOW YOU CAN. JUST KEEP BEING AMAZING BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!!
I know I'm a day late, and I'm really sorry about that but *takes deep breath* HAPPY ASEXUALITY AWARENESS WEEK!!!
