Life... Sux

hey audrey
          me again
          i really miss you and i just wish it hadnt been you
          you didnt deserve to die
          i love you fellow emo trash, i hope heaven's treating you well
          i hope you're enjoying hanging out with david bowie and jimi hendrix
          we all miss you

i barley read your story the crush x reader umm...i didn't know you but i think you where a good person read in peace audrey (sorry for bad english) we all miss you hope you miss us too 

We all miss you Audrey

I love you Audrey
          I miss you

R u.....R u here?

I'm so sorry you have go through this (I read that message in your crush book) it isn't fair that these things happen to people, especially at such a young age. I know I don't know you, but I can still care and just so you know we're all here for you, the wattpad community. Stay strong, it's the only thing to do at this point, I guess.

If you ever want anyone to talk to, fell free to message me <3 I can really relate to what you're feeling. 

Well... I guess it's just me and my other personality... Guess I really deserve being alone...

What if my greatest disappointments...
          Or the aching of this life...
          Is the revealing of the greatest thirst...
          This world can't satisfy....

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself?Your grandmother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your grandfather hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your brother runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and he sees you dead.The person he looked up to and loved. The person he bragged about to  his friends,the person he wanted to be just like when he grew up,the person that made him feel safe.But he’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because he’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you.And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything.And your bro doesn’t sleep anymore,every time he closes his eyes he sees his sister dead,and the image never goes away no matter how much he tries.the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore,they don’t talk to anyone,they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall,she quits her job a few days later And then your bestfriend hears the news and she can’t breathe,she talks to you on wattpad but you never message her back, she wont talk to anyone else,wanting you to be there.She’s never going to get over you,she loved you and she cries herself to sleep every night,hating herself and slicing her skin because she couldn’t save you.they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault.And so you killed yourself
          but you killed everyone else around you too.