I just want to be able to feel smart when I am at school. All the other kids instantly grasp to the subject being taught and I am just sitting there looking like a lost puppy. It really hurts, because people treat me different BECAUSE I don't understand things...and it really does hurt. I feel like I am not smart enough to be in school and it sucks because I used to love school...but then I moved to a new state...and everything just went down hill. Sometimes I think about...you know it doesn't matter...no one cares about me. Just bye...idk when I will update.