someone wise once said (YOLO) .. okay maybe not so wise*and probably just wanted to get drunk* but the guy has a point .. so if you can't live to your limits then choose a book randomly and start reading and imagine you're the hero or the bad guy *who usually turns out to have a damn sexy personality .. sooooo out of the point* 
and that's me people .. as pathetic as it may seem I'm a an addict for unknown unrated books at the moment 
gotta say .. you people rock ^_^