@Azure_Wrath_F
Happy 7k reads on acftyd!!
3k more... that's if you even come back after all of this!! Heh- I'm still hoping ^^
I know you wont see this- maybe you will!! I'm really happy acftyd has come this far and you have become such a successful writer on here :D
You're amazing Mystic!
Have a nice day :D
Hey!!
I'm working on that acftyd fanart rn :3
I'll email you it when I'm done!! I miss you tons, even if we talk on here...
Heya Mysticity ^^
heya mystic ^^
i still kinda miss yu :/
hope ya have a good day!!
still wishing yu were here :[
this was a healthy choice tho pls dont feel pressured by me or anyone else to come back
i hope yur having a good day <33
miss ya still ><
Yk what...
Since your not here anymore, IG I'll just start venting here. Who knows. Maybe you'll log back in one day and see these.
I'm tired.
Drama is overwhelming.
Here I am, collecting evidence against someone I love dearly.
School is hard. Always has been.
I'm the big failure in each class.
Everyone's crumbling.
I was trying to get to know you.
Checking in and stuff.
I tried.
But then you left and I can't try anymore.
I'm not attacking you here. I'm not angry.
I'm just SAD.
You seemed so genuinely cool.
And I WISH I could've gotten to know this amazing person .
But maybe it was never meant to be??
I'm trying to hold it together.
Trying to move on.
But maybe that's not how it works.
I never even knew you well.
And that brings me to tears.
I had a few breakdowns today.
Mostly about a thing I'm not gonna say herr, but you probably know what it is.
I didn't mean to get you involved in my drama.
I should've let you be in peace.
But I'm half the reason you're gone.
And probably not coming back...
I want to get to know you as well as I know s0ul.
That's saying a lot. We've been friends for a while.
Its so hard to keep going. But I push through.
Because people need me.
And even though I HATE to admit it, I need them.
I really wish I got to know you more...
I really wish we couldve became good friends...
Its hard...yk?
Im pretending like its okay when its not
Laughing to distract myself.
I miss you.
I wish this drama didn't push you out
Thank you mystic...
For everything.
Im going to miss you.
You mean so much to me
I really hope you've got good things coming for you <3
I'm sorry I couldn't get to know you better.
Thank you for always being there for me, Mystic. Thank you for saving me.
I'm really, REALLY gonna miss you.
Cupid??
why aren't you answering my messages???
you also ignored me on ponytown when i was trying to talk to you
cupid??
are you.. there??
why are you not answering anyone? I'm worried :((
I wish I had your pony town account too.. I downloaded it but you never got to tell me.. :C
Really now, see ya!! :DD
I'll be making company to you today, Mystic. You've been through a lot ^^
@ELL10T_FRSAKEN_ i'm pretty sure he may need time, he wouldn't ignore you on purpose, so don't worry about that specifically!! :)
@ELL10T_FRSAKEN_ Probably the dramas and the thing with him leaving wattpsd.. ..Also if that's not much of a bother... can you tell me how he is..? We barely know each other or even talk oh god- i'm just really worried and he meant a lot.. :(
@ELL10T_FRSAKEN_ oh- hey elliot! I din't expect you to talk to me here- and thank you for the account tho ^^ Mystic (That's what I call cupid!!) left this app permanently.. because of all the dramas and stuff. I think that.. kinda demotivated him :( I don't know for sure, though... I- don't know him in real life.. all I can imagine happened is what happened online. He may be uncomfortable about something in real life then.. you could try talking to him in school maybe?? :C