@B3L1Y_
I didn’t die dw guys.
But im not gonna be online as much anymore, I will be focusing on my mental health as much as possible. Sooo uhhhh
WAIT I have a discord server! You guys should join that
https://discord.gg/pRXAfwQBh
TODAY IS MY LITTLE BROTHERS BIRTHDAY!!!!
Also someone reported my most recent message (the one before this one) to the Wattpad moderators and now theyre concerned about my well-being
IM OKAY I SWEAR
maybe… I don’t know anymore all I know that what my dad is doing to me is not okay
I watched The House Of Puso not to long ago and i understood it so well and actually relate to it if you don’t know what im talking about i
TW: mentions of SA, SH, And Hyper sexuality
The House Of Puso is about this guy Puso and it’s awareness of Hyper-sexuality, Sexual Assault, and Self Harm
Me going through all of that right now finds this really comforting knowing that there’s a show with a character who is going/went through the stuff im going through.
My little brothers birthday is this week he will be 8 in 3 or 4 days
My dog might die
He escaped and he got this rib cage of a cat or smth idk and there were bugs on it And then I was brushing him and his breathing slowed almost like he was on his death bed Hes getting more jumpy and he almost fought my other dog which he never does and im just scared
And im scared I don’t want him to die
Im trying to hide what I feel and it’s not working and I just want to feel loved and be comforted but no one but my family is here and theyre all horrible I just want to be at school not for learning but for my friends
AHHH I JUST WATCHED BFDIA 25 AND IM SOO SO SO SO SO SO HAPPY AHDBSH
(I got an X pearler and a Book bracelet)
Don’t worry no spoilers
BUT IDFB IS GONNA CONTINUE!!!!
Im getting more confidence in my looks! I usually don’t wear my hair all the way back I leave some strands of hair just waving around in the wind but today I put all of my hair back because it’s Mother’s Day and my mom says she thinks I look pretty/handsome with my hair back so I did it today and im feeling pretty confident about today being a good day :3
Oh yeah HAPPY MERRY MOTHERS DAY!!!
Book shall win bfdia
Im scared bruv im going to watch it in theaters but I am sensitive to loud noises and even the movie “Micheal” (you know the one about Micheal Jackson) and i cried and im scared Thats gonna happen again and my dad is gonna get mad again im going with my mom and my see is gonna see a different movie with my older brothers but he’s gonna see me after and see my red eyes and sniffy nose
My friends have been asking since I told them I canceled the book
No im not gonna disappear
Yes I will make a one shot book im the future or smth
And no I am not gonna tell ANYONE what I wrote for chapter seven (maybe)
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Blarg
Okay uhmmm I was gonna say smth but I forgot what :3