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I am not a woman
I am a femboy with tits
Get it right.
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@1ing00b3lybl3nch Edd had started to worry about Tom. He already managed to piss him off by checking on him in the morning after he arrived home, really drunk and extremely late last night. He just wanted to check that he made it home at all and was relieved before the tired man yelled at him to get put. Tom hadn't come out of his room at all since, and he was worrying. He didn't want to bother him, but he couldn't leave his best friends alone even if that's what they wanted. He knocked softly and then cracked the door open. "Tom..?" He murmured, not wanting to startle him. He knew his senses were different, and didn't touch the lights either. That left the room pretty dark, the only light being from the now opened door. "Tom?" He said again, a bit louder.
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@B4C0n_C0l4 Tom appreciated the gentle affection from the other. It wasn't too much for Tom to handle and he liked that. He leaned a bit more against Edd looking at the plate being pushed over again and decided to satisfy Edd by eating a few more chips. "Man...you weren't kidding when you said you grabbed a little bit of everything" Tom snickered at that
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@1ing00b3lybl3nch He smiled a little and stayed silent again, but pushed the thr plate close to him again. He nuzzled him a bit and rubbed his shoulder, trying to still be physically affectionate but not overly so.
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@B4C0n_C0l4 Tom was quiet as he heard the other. Tom then gently moved Edds hand away from his own face with a light chuckle, slowly turned leaning more into Edd while keeping the others hand in his own. "Oh shush..." He murmured with a slightly red face from the kissing as he got more comfortable against Edds side. It took a bit but Tom appreciated the fact he could leave his light off. "Thanks Edd"
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Tom walked into the living room seeing Edd still watching TV. It was sometime at night and Tom wasn't really feeling too great but he didn't exactly want to make it Edd's problem. So he just waddled into the living room and took a seat on the couch a bit aways from Edd, watching what he was.
"Whatcha watching?.."
He decided to ask.
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@B4C0n_C0l4 Tom semi gasped when he was dragged down onto the other and held into Edds embrace, attempting to hug around Edd as well with a chuckled sigh of defeat. His face had gone Red from those words. It normally did. "I...love you too you big oaf" He murmured with a laugh hugging the other tighter
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@1ing00b3lybl3nch He giggled and pulled him down, wrapping himself around his friend. "Sorry!" He whispered and tightened his arms around him, nuzzling slightly and closing his eyes. "I love you."
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@B4C0n_C0l4 "Oh Jesus Christ, I'm not drunk enough for this..." He murmured rubbing his face in slight frustration but walked over holding his arm out to the other as an invitation that Edd could snatch him up if he really wanted to. "Inside voice, Edd" He murmured out
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Rave was giggling to himself, grabbing onto Edds cheek and staring into his eyes. “Your dying” he whispered creepily before giggling more
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@r3d-l3ad3r "Um- Edd." He said, blinking at him before trying to get Rave's hands off his face.
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@B4C0n_C0l4 This was a new setting. It was cold. Bright white and almost blinding as Eduardo looked up from his own feet, with tightly squinted eyes to try and lighten the brightness of the snow he was standing in. It didn't help at all but that was the least of his worries. The main worry was the fact he was with EDD. and TOM. his fucking delusional neighbors. Because of course he was. Why wouldn't he be?? He was told by Mark that he needed to get out more. And Tom and Edd happened to be good up the mountains on some short camping trip. Matt was included somewhere but he wasn't anywhere much to be seen. Not that eduardo cared, that is. Tom had already dug a spot to start building a mini monster out of the snow with his tongue sticking out to the side as he figured out what else to do with it. Eduardo just stared at this moron "The hell is he making..." He muttered to himself.
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@B4C0n_C0l4 Tom snickered and gently nodded laughing with. "Dude it's so funny watching this guy get angry- and what's so much better is that he doesn't have his roommates to help scream at us now" "Be quiet loser! Be happy I'm not in a killing mood!" Eduardo shoved his own hands into his pockets to warm them up. He was grumbling under his breath so ready to just pumble Edd to the ground and throw him off the side of the mountain. However, Eduardo had forgotten his gloves that Mark had mentioned on multiple occasions for him to grab. Curse having to go outside, curse his ignoring, curse the snow and Curse his neighbors!
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@1ing00b3lybl3nch "Yeah right, you're the one who fell face first into the ground!" He called back, and then started giggling with Tom some more. "It's so funny seeing him angry." He whispered again, making a show with covering his mouth with his hand as he did so, pointing at Eduardo and then giggling. He knew it'd make him even more mad since Eduardo would know he was talking about him, and he found that hilarious.
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@B4C0n_C0l4 Tom looked over in confusion but soon snickered at the snow stick to the others mustache. "Oh wow you're right!-" Tom only giggled more when he heard what Edd had asked Eduardo. "You'll enjoy a nice fall off of this cliff if you don't shut it Loser!!" Eduardo Immediately snapped, dusting himself off before wiping his face clean from the snow. He didn't want to deal with this right now. Being told to go outside by Mark was bad enough. The neighbors just added a ton more obstacles in the way of what was supposed to be semi relaxing....if Eduardo wasn't freezing his ass off right now. {Sadly this is small- it'll be bigger the next I'm sure XDD}
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Mark was just staring at Edd “you know your kind of glowing, right ?” He asked him, he wasn’t super concerned about it because he’s seen Eduardo like that before.
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@B4C0n_C0l4 “It’s okay” mark said gently. “You guys helped us get him back. Matt’s hoarding came in handy”
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@B4C0n_C0l4 Mark nodded “it helps calm Eduardo down” he told him. “He changed when Jon died, so I was taking care of him”
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{I'm throwing a new Eduardo starter at you! >:3}
It was sometime during the day when some very loud pounding sounds were against Edds and the rests, door. Eduardo was knocking on it harder than he normally would.
"Hey moron! I know you're awake come get the damn door!....I uh- I need to talk to you!"
He attempted to keep up his usual tone but it sounded exhausted.
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@B4C0n_C0l4 "Exactly. You pretty much summed up my own answer." Eduardo rolled his eyes a bit and sighed. "So you haven't told them yet and neither have I. No biggie. We can either vow to never tell them and try and...work together for it or something?- orrrr we tell them and get their help instead."
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@1ing00b3lybl3nch His eyes widened slightly and then he looked away, crossing his arms tightly. "It's not like that.. I just don't want them to worry, because I know they would." He said simply.
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@B4C0n_C0l4 Eduardo gently shrugged hearing that question. "Are YOUR friends really that bad for you to keep it to yourself for however long you've kept it?"
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I don't fucking get what my family thinks they're doing.
Like, you want me to just stop? Okay fine, I don't "be trans" around you all anyway, only my friends at school call me a he and call me Rowan, none of you have ever used Rowan (other than sarcastically) or called me a he, but you still push yourself into it anyway even when you clearly fucking hate it? Why? Why does it matter? I'm Morgan at home, I'm a lady at home, I'm just only ever going to be Morgan around you guys so what's the point of bringing it up? You don't like who I am and you've showed me that time and time again, so that's why I keep it at school. I never ask you to call me anything, and you still go out of your way to disrespect me.
Even if it is just a phase, and you apparently went through the same phase, why not just support it? Why do you feel the need to tell me that I'm a girl and that this will just stop someday? What is the point?
I don't fucking get it. How can my friends, who I only met like three years ago, be more fucking supportive than my actual blood, which is "supposed" to be the main support I have in my life?
I'm just glad they aren't outright hateful or abusive. But my brother does call it a mental illness and none of them just fucking listen to me when I try to explain and just talk over me about what they think I should be. I don't even know how I'm supposed to explain it. But I just know everything feels off when I'm Morgan. I don't hate my name, or hate much about my body really either. I'm pretty damn neutral about it all. But Rowan feels nice. It's this constant refreshing feeling that I like and even if I'm neutral when people who don't know call me Morgan and refer to me as a girl, it still hurts when people who do know just disrespect me, even after I've tried again and again to tell them.
I'm just tired.
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@1ing00b3lybl3nch @r3d-l3ad3r @OfficialEddheads Future Edd was lying on the floor, present Edd standing over him with a frying pan in hand. Edd had been cooking in it and accidentally spilled oil on his own arm when he whacked his future self with the pan.
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@B4C0n_C0l4 @1ing00b3lybl3nch @OfficialEddheads Tord sighed and pulled future Edd up. “Come on buddy, let’s go get more cola”
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@1ing00b3lybl3nch @OfficialEddheads @r3d-l3ad3r Future Edd looked away from Tord, messing with his coat. He then stared at Matt and then Tom as they talked about what to do right in front of them. "I'm not leaving." He said flatly, crossing his arms. Edd sighed and set the pan aside after Tom and Matt convinced him not to use it. He then glared at his future self. "You're leaving." He told him plainly and then looked at Tord. "He does seem the most comfortable with you. Can you just.. roll him out of here?" He asked and leaned closer, giving him a small smile while batting his eyelashes at him. "Please? Get him out of here?"
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@OfficialEddheads @r3d-l3ad3r @B4C0n_C0l4 Tom reached up to the pan Edd was holding, gently pushing the pan down and away from future Edd. "Matt's right- we can't knock the guy out he'll just be ten times More heavy so- just take him to the neighbors and come back" Tom gently shrugged as he explained
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i'M nUmErO uNo
Shut up.
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@B4C0n_C0l4 "You shut up, Perdedor! You're just jealous you aren't as good as I am at everything!"