BMRamos

Hey,
          	
          	I'm sure the majority of the folowers I have are probably not on wattpad anymore, or wont look at this, but I feel like I should explain myself to those who may still be around waiting. joined this platform late March of 2012. I joined wattpad because I had all these writing ideas I wanted to get out into the public; I wanted to showcase the talent I knew I had. The past couple of years have been difficult for me. I've been struggling with some stuff, and I know it's not an excuse because I should be able to come to the place where I feel most relaxed. For some reason I slowly began to stop writing until it came to a complete halt. I don't know whether or not it's because of what I've been dealing with, attending college, or whatever it may be. All I know is that I still love writing. I still get excited when a new idea comes to my head. I start planning it out and everything, but when it comes to getting started to put it in book form, I never get to it and make excuses for myself. I've been feeling disconnected for a long time. I haven't given myself time to connect back to my soul. I'm not making promises, but I wanna start writing again. So I'm going on a permanent hiatus until I have actual material to post. I appreciate the followers I do have. I appreciate those who have read my stories, but I need to find myself again. I hope to see y'all again.
          	
          	
          	Brianna ❤ 

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BMRamos

Hey,
          
          I'm sure the majority of the folowers I have are probably not on wattpad anymore, or wont look at this, but I feel like I should explain myself to those who may still be around waiting. joined this platform late March of 2012. I joined wattpad because I had all these writing ideas I wanted to get out into the public; I wanted to showcase the talent I knew I had. The past couple of years have been difficult for me. I've been struggling with some stuff, and I know it's not an excuse because I should be able to come to the place where I feel most relaxed. For some reason I slowly began to stop writing until it came to a complete halt. I don't know whether or not it's because of what I've been dealing with, attending college, or whatever it may be. All I know is that I still love writing. I still get excited when a new idea comes to my head. I start planning it out and everything, but when it comes to getting started to put it in book form, I never get to it and make excuses for myself. I've been feeling disconnected for a long time. I haven't given myself time to connect back to my soul. I'm not making promises, but I wanna start writing again. So I'm going on a permanent hiatus until I have actual material to post. I appreciate the followers I do have. I appreciate those who have read my stories, but I need to find myself again. I hope to see y'all again.
          
          
          Brianna ❤ 

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Hey guys,
          
          
          I feel bad. I'm sorry about not posting new chapters. I have major writer's block when it's coming to my books, so they're on a permanent hold until I get my shit together. I'm the other side, I have a blog. Check it out?
          
          I love y'all
          
          
          - Brianna :)
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BMRamos

Hello, loves....
          
          First of all, I want to say Happy Holidays to those of you celebrating your festivities this holiday. I hope you all are having an amazing time.
          
          Now....
          
          I feel so bad that I keep postponing Fallen for A Killer and although I don't have many followers, I shouldn't tell you I'm going to start posting at a certain time and then postpone it, and continue that same process. Y'all deserve better than that, so this is what I'm going to say...
          
          Fallen for a Killer and EVERY OTHER book that I have on here will not be posted until I feel ready too. I'm not going to make excuses on why I haven't posted. I'm not going to say any bs like "Due to this.... Due to that..." In all honesty, I haven't been posting because I haven't been feeling like writing. I love writing, don't get me wrong, I just haven't been "feeling it." You get it... right? I really hope y'all understand.
          
          The New Year is coming up and I feel like next year something is going to happen. I feel it physically and spiritually, but I don't know what it is, but I have plans as well; New Year Resolutions per se. BUT, throughout the time I'm NOT posting my books, I plan on posting my short stories from high school, so I hope you look out for that.
          
          All-in-all, I'm sorry, I love you all, and Happy Holidays and New Year.
          
          - Brianna :)

BMRamos

I'm really bad at keeping my promises guys. On another note, I cant continue Fallen For A Killer. I'm completely stuck on that story. As for Silently Hoping, I'm keeping it but I'm changing it up again. But I am gonna write something else. Hopefully I can keep up with my writings. I do have short stories locked away so look out for those if and when I post them. Sorry for neglecting you guys.

BMRamos

Hey Loves,
           Okay everyone. I'm so sorry for not writing. But I realize now that need too write. Not just for you guys, but for me too. Long story short, ever since I stopped posting I've been doing stuff to myself and didn't realize that the reason why I was doing it was because I stopped writing. What I was doing to myself effected me a lot. Guys, I have Trichotillomania.. If you guys don't know what it is, it's a urge to pull out your hair. Either from your head, lashes, brows, and anywhere there's hair. I realized that me not writing affected me so much. I guess you can say that writing is therapy for me. So, starting now, I'm going to write. But I won't be posting RIGHT AWAY. I'll be re-writing Silently Hoping. I can't get anywhere with it so I'm re-writing a different plot too it. So, when I get far enough I'll be posting. Again, I'm sorry for not posting. But I will again. I swear.

BMRamos

Hey Loves!
          I'm back. I'm sorry I've been gone for so long. I'm not going to make any excuses on why I haven't been writing lately and I'm really sorry about that :( Up until now, I didn't realize I lost my way on what I love doing and what makes me who I am. So, I'm sorry everyone, but, I'm back now, I'm ready to get back on track so expect updates soon!
          
          -Love, Brianna :)