Stay Alive

I think I like him.

When we're in love, are we just in love with another feeling or are we actually in love  with him/her?

Hey I got called cute. That's nice.

Guess I'll never know, huh?

Sometimes I wonder if anyone actually notices me. I mean, my friends do, for a second, then leave. No one does, right? No one would notice if I just decided to leave this world? It's funny...but not at the same time. I long to be noticed. But, also I want to be left alone. The feeling to press the surrender button is getting stronger. Though, as I said before, would any one really care? Deep down, I believe it. Deep down, there's no happiness. Deep down, I try to stay alive.

Lmao I wish I were dead