BSDfanwithsomesanity

WHY ISNT SHE REPLYING

I’m going to fucking crash out she isn’t responding even though we’re both on the same time zone now
          I know that she’s probably just sleeping like if it weren’t for my parents going out for the day I would be too but it doesn’t stop me from worrying
          Fuck this sucks I’m too scared to tell an adult too

HOW THE FUCK DO I CONVINCE MY BEST FRIEND NOT TO C0MM!T IM TRYING EVERYTHING AND SHES NOT LISTENING SHE WANTS TO FRINK NAIL POLISH OR PAINT THINNER AND IM TRYING TO GET HER OUT OF IT BUT SHES BEEN LIKE THIS EVER SINCE SHE KNEW THAT SHE WAS GOING TO INDIA FUCK WHAT DO I DO THIS IS THE WORDT CASE SCENARIO SOMEONE HELDO EM

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          I haven’t even read in another life :cry:

YAMAGUCHI ‼️‼️‼️❤️‍❤️‍❤️‍

I also completely somehow forgot that I felt really disphoric (how the fuck do I spell that) dissforic dysphoric (yeah that’s it) and I wasn’t really able to feel enby bc I thought that my hair was way too long to look enby so I just kinda hated it but atleast I’m getting it cut shorter tomorrow :D
          Also I hate how I can’t find gender neutral clothes at all bc I can only find sleeveless or crop tops or stuff that’s way too tight or shorts that look like underwear 
          give me striped and collared and three-quarter sleeved sweatshirts that aren’t that thick I don’t want cropped jersey tops that barely look good

India sucks :sob:
          Man life is so ass right now it’s so fucking boring and my nose is runny and my throat is sore and Amazon fucking sucks bc they take FIFTEEN FUCKING DAYS TO DELIVER MY HAIKYUU MANGA FUCK YOU AMAZON
          I had to cancel half of my orders and they still fucked it up by sending me two copies of some of my manga like where the fuck am I going to keep them
          Damn I keep saying fuck a lot huh

Wow imagine only getting 1 notification per day what happened to this app

One thing that pisses me off so bad about Haikyuu season 4 part 2 is that the way the animation quality randomly goes up and then goes down like episode 14 was animated beautifully and then I watch episode 15 and it just feels so fucking buns and I’m like “what the fuck just happened is something wrong with my eyes” and I still don’t know whether I’m seeing things or what

Ok what the fuck why is wattpad so dead
          anyways let me yap about what happened after the not-huzz got the letter :cries: THE NOT HUZZ BOARDED THE BUS BEFORE ME DURING HOMETIME SO LIKE BY THE TIME I SAT DOWN HE’S LIKE IMMEDIATELY TELLING HIS FRIENDS “I GOT A LOVE LTTER I GOT A LOVE LETTER” AND I CRINGE SO HARD BECAUSE LITTLE DOES HE KNOW THAT THE PERSON WHO WROTE IT IS LIKE 3 SEATS IN FRONT OF HIM ✌️AND LIKE I PUT ON MY HEADPHONES AND PLAY MUSIC BUT PUT IT AT LOW VOLUME SO I CAN HEAR WHAT HES SAYING AND LIKE HE RIPS IT OPEN AND HE’S READING IT WITH HIS FRIEND AND OH MY GOD WHEN HE FINSIHED HE ANNOUNCED AS LOUD AS HE COULD “ITS SO ROMANTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!” LIKE DUDE DONT SCREAM THAT IM GOING TO DIE OF EMBARRASSMENT EVEN THOUGH NO ONE KNOWS I WROTE IT AND HE WAS SO EMBARASSED AND LIKE THIS YEAR 9 GIRL AND THIS GIRL I KNOW  IN YEAR 8 WERE LIKE “WE’RE GOING TO HELP YOU FIND THE GIRL WHO WROTE THIS LETTER :DD” AND IM LIKE “NONOJNONONONONONO DO THAT ONLY IF HE WANTS YOU TO” BUT THEN HE SAID THAT HE DOESNT WANT TO FIND OUT WHO IT WAS BECAUSE HE JUST FELT TOO EMBARRASSED AND EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT WANT HIM TO FIND OUT THAT I WROTE THE LETTER I STILL WANTED HIM TO OUT IN SOME EFFORT INTO FINDING THE LETTER BROOOOOO AND LIKE IM SCREAMING “NOOOOOOOOO TRY TO FIND WHOEVER WROTE YOU THAT LETTER GODDAMNIT” AND THEN HE DROPS THE FCKNG TOPIC LIKE ITS NOTHING AND IM JUST CRASHING OUT SO HARD I BET HE THREW AWAY THE PAPER IN EMBARRASSMENT JEKJDHUGDHBDJBGDYBSJBHDGYDGJDBDAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH IM GOING TO CRY EVEN THOUGH I KNEW THERES NO CHANCE HE LIKES ME BACK