BTSAFTERDARK

Happy New Years 

It’s been a year. But I’m back and ready to start a new chapter In my life with you guys through my stories once again. 
          
          
          
          I missed all of you. Hope you enjoy the first chapter of my newest adventure.  
          
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1016275732?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=BTSAFTERDARK95&wp_originator=50S0yN124i0JKTkHkp8viwIwB%2FpKB5pkg8iEY1IygqNoNbGE92oF6igzreXfJSI4%2FyJM3fSyECndn6OZyFiUX3WdEgybjdaDQ4hAdNOfZkkbC7n1qzlLwWAvrqrTiZWU

Unconditional won first place.  
          
          Hard work paid off. I feel so excited. 

Catching up on some reading today. Hopefully I get a chapter or two written as well. 

          
          My biggest fear is letting everyone down. It’s a strength as far as never giving up but also my biggest weakness.  I give so much if myself to so many people to end up getting nothing in return. I help so many people through so much of their problems and fix so many things but can’t manage to fix myself. And where are those same people when I need them. No where to be found. I can’t take time away from writing but I also can’t find the time to escape the darkness around me long enough to trap myself in my own stories. I hope things work out to a point where I overcome these hardships and come out stronger but I feel it in my bones I’m only going to break.  
          
          WritingsFromTheDarkestParts...

Unconditional made it to 1K  !!!!!!!!!!!! OMG I FEEL SO PROUD..... I WORKED SO HARD ON THIS STORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/199320370

Updated ... fair warning this is the start to a very emotional chapter. 
          
          
          https://my.w.tt/uhtvys4b22

New chapter 
          Of course dedicated to @taekook_my_heart and her love for taekook. 
          
          
          https://my.w.tt/XKHpzTSeU2
          

Preview of what I’ve been working on 
          
          
          NSFW JiKook 
          
          *contains angst*  
          *intro* 
          
          Tired of Jk’s new attitude towards him Jm decides to get his revenge.
          
          Not used to bottoming jk screams out in pleasurable pain as jm thrusts into his tightness, releasing all his pent up frustrations. 
          
          
          “Hyung,” jk cries out. “Quiet,” jm whispers against the younger’s ear. Jks neck jerks back into jm’s shoulder, pressing his body flush against his own. 
          
          His cock slide back and forth against the silk sheets with each thrust the older made. “I’m g-ganna c...um.” “You better wait” Jm said gripping his hand around the maknaes throat. He pumped his hips fast and deep until his climax neared. 
          
          Jk knew he’d messed up and didn’t attempt to oblige, taking every inch of his lover. Barely able to hold back anymore Jm’s hips start to buck less controlled as he releases, filling Jk completely. Jk’s knot tightens to its max, causing him to release with him. 
          
          “I’m sorry,” the younger panted trying to catch his breath. “Save it, Kook” Jm backs away, dressing himself. As he head for the door Jk hung his head low and spoke again. “Will you ever forgive me, Hyung?” A tear fell down his cheeks. “I don’t know if I want to” he turned and walked out, slamming the door as liquid began to fill his ducts. He couldn’t let jk see how he really felt. He needed him to suffer for sleeping with his best friend. 

Happy New Years everybody. I hope this year brings love into all of your hearts and good health over all.