Yagu........
Sorry for what i did, but it just for our sake i don't want any guilt futher wrappered us in future.i just want to talk about this with you but i know you don't accept with my decision.then the fight between us was happened.i see it as a chance and as a resason and thought to use.
I know with a normal reason or with our desicions to focus on studies, we can be separated either i want either i don't want. And for this i want a big reason and you give a space for it and i found it. I make that fight big with my will and draged us to the end of the it until you say we can't be friend anymore and even vara too. There is only barely a month or a 20 days. I want you to write you silp test and exams on your own this time but not depending on slips and someone.i know you thing the strength to be better than me but the only thing stopping you was depending and it wrapping and covering what is real you what is the real strenght you have. And i want you became a giude to vara not a co-patner.
I missing vara calling me ammu, and glare at me those beautiful eyes when i did something silly and soft corner i found in that glare.the laugh she had when we used to talk something funny.
And also how can i will not miss my crazy bitch,i even spent a lot time with you than vara. Calling you yag,yagu,...even ten times for a day and those names i give for you only for you my sweetheart and our conversations,
I am missing them a lot u know i wnt to tell some many things to both of you and can we became the same as us.the only ones who saw all sides of me was you both and i thought you both can understand me like no one do.bye don't tell this to vara .if you see this maybe our school was end or the grand finals are helding cuz i know how much active your in this orange app.i will waite forever here for your replay and i hope you will replay me. ♥︎♥︎♥︎ ●_○ :)
