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My brothers got a transformer bop-it game. It has become the bane of our existence, because whenever someone gets a higher score then my dad he goes and beats it. It's currently at 64. It's been 2 weeks...
          
          Other than that
           
          I learned how to french braid my hair. My mom cried because I don't need her help for band braiding anymore.
          
          I'm taking a small step back from socials.
          
          I listened to epic and loved it so frickn much.
          
          I got accepted into all-county choir as the only Alto from my school.
          
          I bought a crochet kit of a little fox and I'm going to learn how to do that. 
          
          I want to make two baby blankets for my math teachers twins. I'm not sure if I should.
          
          One of my friend groups fell apart because of a fight about miscommunication.
          
          Made some new art, in a new style that I really like.
          
          I really really like this person. And I asked him to go to the all-county concert. He said yes. I also asked him if he wanted to walk to my youth group on Wednesdays. He said yes, but he has ROTC till 5 so he can't go.
          
          I'm confused about everything.
          
          

I meat a boy. Talking to him makes me happy

*breaks down the door and talks like a door-to-door salesman* 
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          47) i was watching gems new video and I got to the part where jole says that if Lizzy attacks them he can't fight back because they are married in real life and w frickn divorce lawyer commercial came on

46) So a lot of people stop at our bus stop to make sure we are ok and that we didn't miss the bus. They only talk to the one boy at the stop and I just realized why that was. And it made me sad because talking to a high school girl in this world is weird and not socially acceptable.

45) Mass update
          
          Choir concert= amazing (we had a special needs kid sing let it go and everyone loved it)
          
          I was just assaulted by some kid FULL FORCE threw at tater tot at me. It's been 5 mins and it hurts.
          
          I only have $50 raised for march-a-thon. The minimum is $100. 
          
          I'm a frickn sophomore and I have 82 colleges messaging me out of all of them I have no in-state colleges. I want to go in-state.
          
          Life is crumbing around me

44) Just got Psat scores back last night after a choir concert. I have a 4.0 GPA and I took the Psat without eating or taking meds or studying. So it was a struggle. I got a 1020 and 55 collages reaching out about scholarships... Um excuse me?!? I'm a sophomore! What the heck? 
          
          Anyway
          Does anyone have any good websites for scholarship stuff? My dad is being pushy.

43) We have another band competition today. I'm on the. Ust and have been crying for a while there is no reason why I just needed to cry. Also my section leader called out names and skipped me, and she said ok so everybody is here. Ok like I exist!! I'm not surprised tho it's normal to be ignored. They don't like me much even tho I've been nothing but supportive and they are all jerks.

42) I need to lay down some context for this story. As some of you may know a member of one direction (Liam Payne) passed away recently. If you don't know what happened he fell off a three story hotel. Ok so the story... We said something about this in my choir class and the first things said by one of my section kids is this.. "I guess he went the wrong direction".... Ummm what??!?!

41) We got straight Superiors for marching band.