For you, I can pretend I was happy I could hide away the sorrow
For you, I could feign strength, numb the pain and be the girl you can depend on
I'm wishing loving was perfect, I'm praying
You don't realize deep inside that I'm broken
Because of you, I don't know me
I don't even know if I'm happy
But you judge so easily, do I know you?
You don't know which one is who
Cant you just die? Or should I?
I'd rather be the one
I do not lie
But in this war, you've won
But I can't back out
No, not now
I really don't know what should I do anymore
Am I your friend or foe?
Am I really that imperfect?
But I realized, do you even check
If you're perfect too?
I didn't fight back because I didn't want to hurt you
A cheerful girl outside
But a puppet inside