I am a very ugly person
So don't try to convince me that
I am beautiful
Because at the end of the day
I hate myself in every single way
And I am not going to lie to myself by saying
There is beauty inside me that matters
So rest assured I will remind myself
That I am a worthless, terrible person
And nothing you say will make me believe
I still deserve love
Because no matter what
I am not good enough to be loved
And I am in no position to believe that
Beauty does exist within me
Because whenever I look in the mirror I always think
Am I as ugly as people say?




By Abdullah Shoaib

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