Beatrix Lysandra

I love how Mom wants to mess up my mental health more than it already is. She came home from work today and I went out to greet her and tell her about 2 interviews I have scheduled but she acted like I didn't even fucking exist. So much for her being a pillar of support for me

Just when I think things are going up for  me it just HAS to plummet! Kroger made me reisign because I was using coupons to give others discounts instead of tossing them if the customer didn't want the coupon. FML 
          
          I'm losing my insurance which means idk if I'll be able to continue my therapy appointments or my psychiatrist appointments or be able to get myself more contacts so I can safely drive and shit. 
          
          I don't even know what the whole fucking point of shit is anymore. I'm so tired of stressing about money and bills. 

I'm super excited that you're back and that you're feeling better

Hey guys, so Ive started posted Little Swan on AO3
          
          https://archiveofourown.org/works/67015672

So for my CoD x HP crossover AU, I kinda wanna make it to where Harry and his twin sis are black main coon cat hybrids but idk. 
          
          What do y'all think? Here is the run down for who will be in it and what their hybrid side is:
          
          Johnny ' Soap' - either a Aussie Sheppard or a Hyena 
          
          Simon ' Ghost' - either a Hellhound or a Grim (ghost dog pun intended lol)
          
          John Price- dragon 
          
          Nikolai - Bear
          
          Alejandro Vargas- Black panther or a Jaguar
          
          Kyle ' Gaz' - gryphon hybrid or golden eagle harpy
          
          Rudy - cadejo host (spirit dogs or guardian dogs)
          
          Konig- moose?( It'd cover the height) Not sure for him yet, could use suggestions! 
          
          Horangi- Tiger
          
          Alex - German shepherd 
          
          Farrah- lioness
          
          Harry would end up with Konig , Horangi, Alex, and Farrah
          
          While his sis is with Alejandro, Rudy, and tf141 including Nikolai 
          
           to balance out their magical strength they both need multiple mates
          
          Tho Makarov and Graves might make an appearance and both want the twins for themselves 
          

Ghost is the type of bf that wants to baby you cuz he thrives on feeling needed and valued. The ultimate daddy to his lil baby 
          
          Thanks for coming to my TED Talk 

Alejandro and Rudy are great daddy doms! Ale is super passionate and romantic with his baby and Rudy brings in a calm gentleness.
          
          
          Thanks for coming to my TED Talk 

Why do I wanna write a crossover CoD AU fic??? Like a combo of hybrids existing as well as HP universe so it be a wtm CoD cross... Why this gotta stick in my head???

So first appointment went well, we did all the intake stuff that had to be done and I've got my next appointment scheduled. Now I just gotta do the psychiatrist appointment Thursday to try and work out my med problems 

So I have my first therapy appointment tomorrow and I'm feeling nervous. I wanna bring one of my stuffies but I don't know which cuz I don't want the others getting sad about me not picking them  halp! 
          
          I got 
          Mr Snuggles ( brown bear)
          Thumper ( bunny)
          Hefalump ( elephant)
          Mr Toad ( frog)
          And my new octopus stuffie I haven't named yet! 
          
          Who do I bring wif me????