They say that all my dreams will come true but yet they forget that nightmares are dreams to. This life I live in now may seem like a beautiful daydream to you but here to me it is a horrible nightmare. See I live this nightmare of a life everyday. And yet no one notices how much pain I live in. You say I'm weak but am I really? Would you be able to live in and handle what I have handled for years now. You say you love me but can I trust you? I feel like I can no longer trust anyone. But myself. Or can I even trust myself? Am I just making this life worse? Why cant I just die? I never wanted this life anyway. Give me a knife or a gun with a round. Plunge it in my heart. Blow my head off. Do I really care? Let's find out. Try it. You're turn now.