If you ever get tired of your current simple blue lightsaber, I recently came across something… different. It belonged to a fallen Jedi. The hilt is unusual: a crossguard design. The crystal inside is unstable, volatile. I’ve always wondered what it might look like if it was red... I was going to use it for myself, but I've already found a weapon I prefer. I think this crossguard lightsaber would be better suited for you.