Beymanisrockets
I co-wrote this. The original and completed short story is in my celebrity oneshots book under the same name. ❤️
https://www.wattpad.com/story/349046792
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terri142008
When can we get more of Babygirl?
Beymanisrockets
Any oneshot(s) that yall want another part of?
milfthrill
@Beymanisrockets now, yk i wouldn’t mind. i just want both smut & fluff! i love that pairing downnn
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Happy Dopamine Day! Normani is so fucking fine. I was going to try to update today, but im not satisfied with what I have. Babygirl /collared is going to be a book and hopefully I will have a draft or full chapter of their first date up by the end of this week.
Beymanisrockets
I know i said I was going to start posting less to the message board...but I think im only going to update once this month and then take a break. Ive been feeling a bit overwhelmed and putting pressure on myself.
Beymanisrockets
I have a lot of thoughts that I feel like sharing right now... which is why a lot of yall won't see it. Lmao
1. I love and hate writing multiple pairings because I feel like I get fixated on one ship and then abandon the others. Then I feel like I let people down by taking too long. I really appreciate the folks who give my stories a chance and give me feedback. I rarely have any negativity in my comment section and that means a lot since my books are meant to be easy reads and a little predictable.
2. I can't finish a story to save my damn life. I know i complain about this a lot, but i just cant figure out how to do better. Nothing has worked so far. In the future, I need to make my oneshot ideas into short stories. Like there is nothing wrong with a sequel. Why am I choosing to struggle so bad???
3. Although, I genuinely do write for myself, I do like putting ideas out there and getting feedback (whether that's a vote and/or comment) from yall. That helps me determine if more people are interested in what I put out and if the idea is even worth attempting to finish.
4. I do think I should publish the idea much quicker before sitting on it for months, letting it get cold, and then trying to get motivation to write on it again. Thats dumb.
5. Please don't ask me to update when you've never voted or commented on my stuff. Thats just a little rude and entitled. Why should I when you don't appreciate what I put out? I'm human just like you.
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@WhatYallGotGoingOn Lmaooo. Literally not a single person, but thank you! That was the goal, but I felt like i was over doing it. Yeah, usually talking about what's going on with my writing... like talking about writer's block, will get me out of it sometimes. I definitely think its because im working on too many at once. Then I struggle to finish books which leads to me working on something else when I get stuck. Its an endless cycle honestly.
WhatYallGotGoingOn
Lmao at “literally none of y’all asked for this.” I appreciate it though! In a way it kind of provides clarity about your work but also sets expectations. I would much rather you be open about all of this rather than being hard on yourself about it.
Sooo question : do you think the burn out is because you’re working on too many stories at one time or because you’re trying to force out updates when you aren’t feeling it?
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6. A lot of my ideas involve smut because I feel like thats all y'all wanna see from me. I don't think that's true but thats what I've convinced myself... unfortunately. Smut is so damn hard to write and I think I suck at it. Yet I keep trying, and i dont plan to stop trying which brings me to my next point.
7. Ive been trying to do a book or series of oneshots that involve kink for years now and I have officially given up on that. I keep going back to the same Ole vanilla stuff... which then makes my stuff super repetitive. However I do think a series about different adult toys could be fresh and fun. Researching is always the fun part anyway.
8. Ive been giving like 2 to 5 monthly updates since January and im proud of that. I wish I could do more, but i definitely should be less of an annoying b*tch to myself and be grateful for what I have accomplished so far. Last year. I could never!
9. However, i am experiencing a lot of burn out or writer's block that i have just been pushing through, so I think either this month or next month, im going to take a break from writing and posting. I just dont want it to kill my momentum. Maybe I should take that time to focus more on quality instead of quantity tho. I don't think that my quality has gone down with all of the updates but thats not for me to decide.
10. As yall know, I talk a lot. Most of the time, I just post to the void. I just wanna give yall updates on what's going on, but that's so annoying. Literally none of yall asked for this. Lmao. I'm honestly surprised people still follow me, but good news. Starting from this moment on, I'm going to talk to y'all a whole lot less.
11. I would never, ever use A.I. to write my stories or give me ideas. If I did, I wouldn't be writing long ass essays like this, voicing my frustrations and concerns. The way I write has been consistent since the very beginning. I just give a few more details and a little less typos.
milfthrill
can i get p2&3 to that biachelle please
Beymanisrockets
@kisses4milfs no. sorry but I am working on another oneshot for them! Its going to be spicy.
Beymanisrockets
Sometimes I feel like the characters move too fast in my stories. I can't write will they, won't they type of stories. My books are more like when will they?
Anyway, I wrote a slow burn one time a few years ago and got cursed out in a now deleted comment because it was like chapter 15 and the characters weren't together yet. Lmaoo.
I think about that comment when I feel like my pacing is too fast. Like there is nothing wrong with my characters getting into a relationship quickly. Loll
Beymanisrockets
@maniyonce slow burns give me anxiety and I have to skip ahead. If I make it to chapter 20 and they haven't acknowledged that hey have feelings for each other, i gotta DNF it for my sanity. That's very true!
Beymanisrockets
@_C_H_er24 lolll I cant remember when I put them together but it was definitely before chapter 20.
maniyonce
oof i feel that way too… but i enjoy a slow burn sometimes. honestly ur author its ur story so u do as u please!
milfthrill
happy birthday oomf! <3
Beymanisrockets
Yall want more kinky stuff or should I keep it vanilla?
