BigEyedWonder

@royamacire HELL YEAHH🔥💗 ILYSM 🫶🥹

@Amariberry BESTIEEEEE aaaaa ❤️😭 
            Long time no talkkk
            we have been sailing our own boats for a while gosh I missed you sm🥹💓
            
            My name on AO3 is still the same. just
            "BigEyedWonder"
            What's urs? because "Amariberry" did not yield any results for me when I searched xD
            
            The past week had been shitty for me; writer's depression hammered into absolute hell thanks to having no money for icecream in that bloody time of the month BUT I am doing okay now 🥹 I figured out the root cause of why I was having so much trouble writing lately for these past few months. It was all because of the inaginary pressure I had in my head from being so insecure of the fact that my old writing was still out there. Unpublishing srsly helped clear my head. The maladaptive daydreaming Avatar simulation in my head has been debugged and I can write again 🥹💓 I wish I had unpublished sooner tbh
            
            Also I'm sorry for scaring you but I genuinely did think of giving up and leaving the writing community during the couple days when I hid myself away 🫠 But then imagination sparked back to life exactly because i cleaned off the insecurities in my head. So yay. I am back. Very fickle I know 😂🥹 But I am glad to be back 🫶
            
            Anyway how are you? 🥹🫶 I hope ur well❤️‍🩹

ALSO ALSO, YOU SCARED ME WITH THE SUDDEN DISAPPEARANCE, I LITERALLY SCARMBLED TO CREATE AN ACC FOR AO3

ALSO, I HOPE YOU'RE OKAY @BigEyedWonder

@FieldofQuiet And im happy you're here with me too 💓🥹 I would kiss you. Thank you
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@rinleewritesfic aw hey girl thank you for dropping by with the kind words 💗🥹
            I'm doing much better now compared to last week actually. The writer's depression just got to me so bad with my period mood swings hammering down on it 🫠. 
            
            But that brief shut down honestly helped me clear things up in my head with where I actually want to go with the rewrites I'm doing in my fanfic. And now im very motivated again in sharp contrast to the long past months of having no brainjuice for what i wanted to write 🥲 
            
            I used to be stuck so deep in my writer's block because of the imaginary pressures i had + feeling utterly bored with writing and daydreaming of a plot I've already written before. Doing revisions honestly suck for the adventurer in me who craves to write about new scenes rather than rewrite the old ones from months ago, but satisfying for the writer looking back at where i started and how far my prose writing has progressed now.
            
            Anyway, thank you again🫶 you being here and having my back means a lot💘

@-JUICEBOXX (⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠³⁠˘⁠)⁠♥

@BigEyedWonder  yesss everytime I have a speckle of time and try to read, I either can't focus or get interrupted : (. omg that sounds heavenlyyy. looolll yes tougher bitches. absolutelyyy hehe i love them smm and i love your writing even more. ahh i was missing you too! 

@-JUICEBOXX Aw girl I feeeel you with the no time to read thing :')
            Like, I have so many books in my TBR list too
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            I wish we could step into a void where time don't exist and we could just read in peace aaaaaaa And girl keep your head up
            As I like to say, life is a bitch but we are tougher bitches
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            Also, that's so sweet and actually kind of baffling to me cos wdym u miss reading abt Hiraya and Neteyam ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ 
            Truly, I am honored to know that you feel attached to them in that way and miss them like I would. Ilysm girl ♡ and I'm honestly rlly happy u dropped by bcos i was missing u
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@royamacire EYYYY I MISSED U TOOO AAAAA welcome back girly♡♡♡

@-JUICEBOXX Thank you girlyyy ❤️❤️❤️ My back, my neck, my right hand knuckles hurt from it but the satisfaction is worth it
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@BigEyedWonder woww you drew this? that's amazing, ur really good!! 

@-JUICEBOXX eyyy thank uuu ive been trying out digi art again and drew my oc XD
            ive only had 2 drawings so far though and i put them in a separate story part after authors note in my book 1 :D

@-JUICEBOXX heyaaa juiceboxx wassupp
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@royamacire i dont blame you
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i don't trust you anymore (≖_≖ ) @bigeyedwonder

@royamacire but i still need it to write the chapter 2 that would heal your heart
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