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Hey everyone, this post is unlike anything I have made on here but a few years back in 2019, when I was 12, there was a person I talked to often who was about a year or 2 younger than I was. And I would ask for inappropriate pictures from this person. Not just once, or twice, but multiple times. It wasn't until about a year later when I had realized what I was doing was wrong. All throughout quarantine and even now, I thought of it. Of everything. I feel fucking terrible for what I did and there's a ton of guilt I feel everyday. I am reminded of it everyday because it is in the back of my mind. I am not justifying my actions or asking for sympathy. I am saying how it is. If I could go back in time to fix things I would. I am completely against this kind of stuff and I would never ever do it again and I never have. I never thought with the right head a few years ago and nowadays I suffer for that and it came back to bite me in the ass. Once again, I am not asking for sympathy or condoning my actions. If you want to unfollow me, I get it. I will not hold it against you. You have every right to be angry with me and hate me. I get it. I am sorry to any of you who's time I have wasted on here. And to the person whom I did this to, if you are reading this, I am TRULY, genuinely, and sincerely sorry.