Bl00dyRippah

yk when you see a rlly good like edit for a fic and you want to read it so you look through the comments and search up the person's wattpad and turns out they haven't posted it yet, bcs i hate it

Bl00dyRippah

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I can't do this anymore. I can't deal with the stress and the pressure and the expectations. I want to fucking die. I can't do this.  Everything keeps n going wrong and i have so many pent up emotions and I just want to end it all. No one will care if im gone anyways. I am always there for everyone else and im always comforting people and I am so done with just how horrible this world is with the rape and murder and homophobia ableism sexism racism and so much fucking more. I want to die. I want to die and I want them to realize just how much they have hurt me and how many times they have made me feel worthless. I want them to hurt the way I do

Loki_the_bi

@lcunni9096 i know this was a couple days ago but I swear even thougg I dont even know you I care so if you ever feel like no one cares and no one would miss you know that I would and that someone in your life cares too. I know how much everything can hurt and I know how messed up the world is but you are loved and even though there is so much hatred in the world there is also so much love and goodness. I am always here for you and feel free to message me❤
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The_Greacus_Avenger

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@lcunni9096 I wanna fucking say something to make you feel better, but I don’t even fucking know what’s going on anymore. But I know exactly how you feel, and yes it feels so so so fucking bad. Like you just literally want to die and there really isn’t much stopping you. Well, except missing the rest of your life, hurting those who love you, and nerves… I guess. And no, that probably wont make you feel any better, but it’s the truth. And it’s what I tell myself when I feel like that. And does it it work? Well….. uh well I’m still here so *dang it* it works. Just thinking of everything you would miss if you died I guess is what I’m saying… And comforting people it’s… well seems all people like us are good for, but being on the opposite end of the screen and/or not knowing what’s going on in their mind is crushing as well. Because you have no idea if your efforts work, and they probably will never know how much you would have cared and if they died, how fucking miserable you’d feel not knowing if you could have tried harder to help them- um- sorry I kinda just… went on a rant-
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Bl00dyRippah

I swear my family should have sitcom. There's my mum who is the ADHD psychopath with terrifyingly high standards, my Dad who has bad anger issues and takes everything to heart, my brother who loves to piss people off and make me want to murder everyone, my sister who is the innocent one and is too nice for her own good (but is really scary when angry), then me, who is that one bitch who has hella mood swings (which i have been told are equally terrifying) and is obviously bi (rolled up jeans,high-tops), then my dog (Piper) who is an adorable psychopath

dontneedurapproval

@lcunni9096 I got the cameras and everything, y’all just get ready and tell me when to meet you
            
            Y’ALL ARE GONNA BE STARS-
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-qprxcxty-

@lcunni9096 • dude if this isn't my family
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Arteysa

Hey
          
          
          Mind if I rant? If I rant on my account innocent people living good lives and know me irl may try to call cps or something

Arteysa

Wow, become a poet babe. But yeah, I’m gonna be outta this house and in college in a very short time, don’t you worry :)
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Bl00dyRippah

@Arteysa If they truly loved you, they wouldn't beat you. They don't deserve you as their child and they shouldn't take their emotions out on you, no matter what it is. I get where you're coming from about not wanting them in jail, but you have to get out of there. You shouldn't have to sacrifice yourself for them, don't light yourself on fire to keep them warm.
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Arteysa

Like, my parents love me and they want me to get in a good school but they’re like unstable and beat me for good grades and I don’t want them jailed I just want them to be a little normaler, ya know?
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Bl00dyRippah

Bl00dyRippah

If you want, just put a random address
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Arteysa

@lcunni9096 I really really want to sign it but I’m scared why does it need the address this is my dads phone what if he finds out somehow
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The_Greacus_Avenger

Mother, freaking, I just signed it. 
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