Blackisly__annoyed
Society: be yourself!!!! *cute hearts and explicit rainbows*
Also society: ew you exist
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Me being complimented by my crush be like
Cool cool cool cold what I is robot is this heaven will I meet thy father we ddfdazeff so dgugsdyhbvghjjhhhgdxyes
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Me having an ss crisis be like: oh my gosh I think it’s happening again
My family: you know people are dying right?
Me: okay then Imma just slowly faint from the pain no biggie
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Covid started when I was 13........
I'm gonna be 16 this year-
Well.
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MY OWN MOTHER THOUGHT I WAS SUICIDAL!
She was right of course, but it still hurt❤❤❤
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Do you ever see someone and think "Wow, God must hate me"
'Cause He spent so much time on them and for me, He got lazy
Got ample mental illness personality flaws
While their only flaw seems to be is that they have none at all
Do you ever see someone and think "Wow, God must hate me"
I'll let 'em take accountability
For everything that's wrong with me
Can't hold myself responsible
So I blame the metaphysical
If Jesus died for all our sins
He left one behind, the body I'm in
Same hands that made the moon and the stars
Got carpal tunnel and forgot some parts
I don't know what I believe
But it's easier to think
He made a mistake with me
Do you ever see someone and think "Wow, they got lucky"
the craftsmanship of their bones, their brain, and their body
When I look into the mirror for too long it hurts
they don't track how many steps it takes to burn off dessert
Do you ever see someone and think "Wow, they got lucky"
I'll let 'em take accountability
For everything that's wrong with me
Can't hold myself responsible
So I'll blame the metaphysical
If Jesus died for all our sins
He left one behind, the body I'm in
Same hands that made the moon and the stars
Got carpal tunnel and forgot some parts
I don't know what I believe
But it's easier to think
He made a mistake with me
Do you ever see someone and think "Wow, God must hate me"
'Cause He spent so much time on them and for me, He got lazy
careycore
@Blackisly__annoyed I used to feel that way as a kid, I thought I was the uncoolest, most unspecial person and that God forgot me. Thing is, it’s easy to blame others, but the hard part is to face yourself and deconstruct your own thoughts. At some point of my life as a kid, I wanted to completely disappear from this world. But as they say, dying is easy, living is harder. I don’t know what you’re going through, but I just want to say that you have power over your thoughts. The way you see yourself will force the world to see you the same. If you ever want to talk abt it (maybe it also has to do w/ race, I’m a black girl), my pm’s are always open.
thegeminireader
Thank you so much for the reads and votes.
lil_black_devil
My friend sent this to me so please try it.
1. Close your left hand
2. Fine the one different number 8883888888
3. Make two wishes
4. Send this to fifteen different people
5. After sending, open your hand and look at it
Blackisly__annoyed
Me:*reads previous chats with friends* ugh! I was so cringe I can't.
It should be illegal to be this embarrassing.
Also me: *moments later* Sup dudddddeeeed.
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Me realising I put my pronouns as they/them
UwU