This is a vent, so don't read if you don't want too!!!
Hey yall, sorry for not talking about chill stuff like I usually do, but I really have something to get off my chest. Yesterday when me and my sister were alone, she had a panic attack. Well it was more akin to a tantrum actually, but that's besides the point. I was helpless as she screamed and cried. She hated the way the looked, thought she looked ugly, and kept trying to "fix" her hair by violently brushing it and putting product in. All I could do was stand and watch, she just started freaking out more if I tried to touch her. She started begging for me to help, and I started crying. Actually crying. I felt so helpless, so useless, I couldn't do anything. It hurt me so much that I was useless in that situation, and that my sister hates and stresses about her appearance so much that she had a full blown panic attack. It hurts so much. Now if you're actually reading this (since I'm not announcing this to my followers) please don't give me advice. I'm just here to vent, I don't want to be told what to do. Even so, thank you flr listening. Or—technically reading. It helps that I'm able to get it off my chest. Oh! Also, happy Halloween!!! Yall have a great rest of yalls days! <3