@BlizzHusky15 yeah, motivation is hard to come by, but I also got to say, your arts amazing, and I think if you should keep working on it. You could even make money off of it through commissions one day, if not right now.
Also with motivation for me, the only way I can find any for myself is to think about the future, if what I'm doing could help me reach my end goal, or help me stay calm, I'll do it, and try my best, so I guess you could think about what you want in life, figure out ways to reach it, then act on it.