BloodDrinker20

I got so many questions all the time and my answer is always the same. Nobody wants to ever talk to a disrespectful bitch someone who can’t be respectful or someone who can’t be patient and it sucks.

BloodDrinker20

I’m sorry everyone I don’t know why people think they can just come on and write some very rude things for no reason but I will be back and add it again soon. I swear people cannot just be normal for once and be patient or understanding with people, lol but was that being said my studies will be coming out very soon.

BloodDrinker20

What I think hurts me. The most is to see people that you feel so eager to talk to or you feel so eager to try to encourage them to know they’re going to have a great life that they just let themselves what makes me sad is to see people who don’t wanna do anything better don’t wanna do anything differently. Don’t wanna change their current circumstances I would rather seclude themselves then except someone being around, except knowing that they should get out do more and stop living such a sad quiet life I’ve been in that position. I know what it’s like to feel like that and you just get to a point where you can’t do it anymore you can’t just sit and soak in that state you have to start trying to do better for yourself you have to start trying to live with your passions once you do and once you start letting people in it gets so much better stop trying to push people away cause there’s the one that cares the most believe you me

BloodDrinker20

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I think it hurts when you love someone and I just don’t seem to love you back so you pull away because you’re afraid to get hurt yourself but you don’t know at the same time what to do to get them to see that you’re there you love them they just don’t seem to get it They make it seem like you have an excuse when you’re feeling sick and can’t respond very often trying to rest and get better or they think it’s some bullshit game when it’s real when I don’t think they ever sit back and evaluate themselves they never see how they are treating, said partner in the relationship and it’s not that the person doesn’t wanna be around them. That’s how they get treated by that person in the relationship. It sucks. It sucks when you’re putting your all into something and you just feel like you keep getting rejected get it’s hard to give up on someone you feel so dearly for yet. They probably don’t even feel the same about you and never havefucking love man. I hope to get back to writing. I’m feeling better. I would reach out to her, but I highly doubt to even talk to me. She thinks I’m some gain anyway.

TheTwelthDoctor-

Don't reach out to me again. I'm so sick and tired of you telling me Oh we're going to spend time together and then you always fall through. I'm not going to be your little boy toy okay? I'm not going to be your little booty call I'm not going to be your little girl who sits there and waits for you loyally until you decide to message me whenever it's convenient. I'm dead serious do not ever contact me again if I could block you on messenger I would but I don't know how so...

BloodDrinker20

As you guys know, this is my ex fiancé’s post then we can obviously see who the person is that needs to grow up. I really hate this for her because I love her so much. I wish it wasn’t stuck in the past on her trauma.
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BloodDrinker20

I just wanted to let everyone know so please be patient with me as they come up with chapters. I’m writing them and it is going to take me some time with the writing method. I used to get it all written edited and proofread so please bear with me and hold on tight there’s more chapter to come, especially of the new book casual.
          
          Also go with me too. I’ve honestly just been dealing with a lot of loneliness missing my love and just feeling so alone wishing I wasn’t so that gets me a little down sometimes that makes it hard to write there with me though and will be back up in motion maybe one day she’ll come home.

BloodDrinker20

Hey everyone, I have an exciting announcement to share! I’m working on a new book, and I’m thrilled to say that it’s going to be spicy and juicy. I’ve never written a book like this before, and I didn’t fully understand it until recently. I’ve been listening to Chapel Road’s music, and it’s been a huge inspiration for me.
          
          I’ve also been exploring my own emotions and experiences. I’ve been learning about myself and the way I feel. I want to write kinky romances, and I hope you’ll enjoy my newest story. It’s called Casual, and it’s about a girl named Anna and her best friend, Samantha. Anna is going through a difficult relationship with Rebecca, and it’s not easy for her. We’ll see where the spicy leaves will fall with Rebecca or if Samantha will steal her heart.
          
          There will be some steamy scenes, so please make sure you’re over the age of 18 when you need to. I know this person may never see this post, but I genuinely hope that this book finds its way to someone very special in my heart. I hope she enjoys it because it’s dedicated to her.

TheTwelthDoctor-

@BloodDrinker20 be my mate Stolas, wink.
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