My fat butt can cry all it wants but ill get smaked and slapped and then hugged. Because everyone needs a hug. BUT NO LAUGHING!! THIS IS NOT A LAUGHING HAHAHAHAHAGHAHAAHAHAH!!!!
Don't kill yourself. I've gone through a mindset like yours. Come on don't. If you do you need to think about your parents. They love you. And think about the people that love your stories. You don't wanna make them kill themselves do you? No.