Hey guys I’m not feeling very great. My depression is really popping off right now. I also can’t go to sleep so I don’t know what’s happening to me. I’m trying so hard to sleep but I can’t and I keep thinking about what would happen if I died and how much easier it would be . I’m sorry I know this isn’t a therapy place but I thought I should say something to somebody because I want someone to know. Or idk maybe if no one sees this at least I let my thoughts out. Uh I’ve been writing bits by bits though, I know it’s been a long time but I have no motivation to complete things. It’s not necessarily burnout but just no motivation. Uh I guess I will try to watch videos to laugh about and keep my mind off of it and maybe it will help me sleep. I hope I don’t have serious insomnia on top of all of this. And guys don’t feel concerned about this, I will be okay. My anxiety wouldn’t let me do anything I would regret. Haha. No that’s not funny, sorry. Uh well im not dead that’s for sure, just letting you guys know how I’m doing and hey I’m almost done with high school, I’m going to my senior year now. Maybe I will update something soon, but I’m not making a huge promise or anything. I’m glad if anyone is reading when the time comes where I do update sometime. Uh yeah bye for now. :)