Blue_Bookworm735

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I wouldn't be here if it wasnt an emergency
          	
          	I need to find a fic. I fear its been deleted. But I have not come this far to give up without trying everything. I have dug through every fic & description of #Solanglo- I have checked my Libray, Playlists & everywhere & I have found nothing. But this fic it changed me. It changed my brain chemistry and I need to find it or know for certain that it cant be found. 
          	
          	So I am here
          	
          	COver was a picture of some guy in a red cape and I havent the faintest memory of what the title could even be. Will and Nico met in some kind of BDSM bar that Reyna brought Nico too. They gave each other FAKE NAMES (thats important). And Will drags Nico down in this whole new world. Theres knives and drugs and they fall in love. 
          	
          	Will is a drug dealer (THATS IMPORTANT). He deals drugs at raves & shit. Drugs on a necklace like those edible candy necklaces! The plot is Will & Nico fall in love & do sketchy shit then Will gets in trouble with these drug guys & they get jumped! I think Will gets stabbed. Because they only take Nico & dump him off somewhere. 
          	
          	They get separated and Nico cant find Will in any of the hospitals because he doesnt know Wills real name! Years go by Nico thinks Will died Will cant find Nico and may also think that Nico is dead. I can't remember I remember the ending! They reunite! Because Piper & Percy (?) see Will in the wild and he's got a tattoo of Nicos fucking eyes on his arm. And theyre like 'hey those like $!#?$'s eyes' Nicos real name is a bunch of symbols! Will is like 'well I had a BF once but shit happened & we lost contact I drew his eyes from memory!' 
          	
          	And then Percy & Piper bring Will to a house where Nico is! Nico is PISSED he punches Will (real name is Aaron I think). And Nico is just so very angry then they are outside and Nico like jumps onto Will arm & leg hug & they kiss & the end! 
          	
          	WHERE IS THIS I KNOW I'M NOT CRAZY PLEAS IS IT REALLY GONE???! 

Blue_Bookworm735

this message may be offensive
I wouldn't be here if it wasnt an emergency
          
          I need to find a fic. I fear its been deleted. But I have not come this far to give up without trying everything. I have dug through every fic & description of #Solanglo- I have checked my Libray, Playlists & everywhere & I have found nothing. But this fic it changed me. It changed my brain chemistry and I need to find it or know for certain that it cant be found. 
          
          So I am here
          
          COver was a picture of some guy in a red cape and I havent the faintest memory of what the title could even be. Will and Nico met in some kind of BDSM bar that Reyna brought Nico too. They gave each other FAKE NAMES (thats important). And Will drags Nico down in this whole new world. Theres knives and drugs and they fall in love. 
          
          Will is a drug dealer (THATS IMPORTANT). He deals drugs at raves & shit. Drugs on a necklace like those edible candy necklaces! The plot is Will & Nico fall in love & do sketchy shit then Will gets in trouble with these drug guys & they get jumped! I think Will gets stabbed. Because they only take Nico & dump him off somewhere. 
          
          They get separated and Nico cant find Will in any of the hospitals because he doesnt know Wills real name! Years go by Nico thinks Will died Will cant find Nico and may also think that Nico is dead. I can't remember I remember the ending! They reunite! Because Piper & Percy (?) see Will in the wild and he's got a tattoo of Nicos fucking eyes on his arm. And theyre like 'hey those like $!#?$'s eyes' Nicos real name is a bunch of symbols! Will is like 'well I had a BF once but shit happened & we lost contact I drew his eyes from memory!' 
          
          And then Percy & Piper bring Will to a house where Nico is! Nico is PISSED he punches Will (real name is Aaron I think). And Nico is just so very angry then they are outside and Nico like jumps onto Will arm & leg hug & they kiss & the end! 
          
          WHERE IS THIS I KNOW I'M NOT CRAZY PLEAS IS IT REALLY GONE???! 

Stargirl413

Well my friend, it has definitely been a while hasn’t it?

Stargirl413

How’s it been tho
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Blue_Bookworm735

@Stargirl413 
            You can REACT to comments now-
            Yeah, it has been actual years. Wattpad be so different. 
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HiImTinitiny

Hello...
          
          
          
          Just... Here to say....
          
          
          
          UPDATE PLEASE! I BEG YOUUUU

HiImTinitiny

@HiImTinitiny *excited screeching* NO WAYYYYY YOU'RE THE BEST AUTHOR EVERRRRRRR AGHHHHHH
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Blue_Bookworm735

@HiImTinitiny 
            . . .
            Eh, what the hell. Okay. I'll update. Just for you lol.
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Blue_Bookworm735

I'll never forget this place. This is where I wrote things for the first time, and I made some good friends here. Learned so much about a lot of fandoms, and people, and myself. I never would have watched Voltron if I hadn't come here. Never would have starting watching DSMP stuff. I want to thank everyone and thank Wattpad. But this is goodbye. I'll be fine, I'm not hurting myself or anything I'm just leaving this app. I've had ups and downs here, but over all I had fun. This community was one of the best things to happen to me, and I'll be forever grateful for, just the atmosphere Wattpad creates. 
          
          It's been rough, watching my childhood hero's crumble apart and learning how horrible they really are. I can't look at this app, or my notifications without seeing them. I can barely write because all I used to write about was them. I have so many unfinished books, and one shots and vague ideas that I used to be so excited about. So much writing and sleepless nights. I clung so desperately to the fandom that it's kind of all I had here. So I'm turning a new leaf. I might come back, who knows. But for now I'm moving to Ao3, and I'm going to start new. I'm really sorry. I never expected any of this to ever happen. I used to have so much faith in my hero's until these past couple years. And damn, it's been years huh? I've found so much of myself on this app, but I need to find who I am outside of it, out side of them. 
          
          I'm sorry. 

lost-wandering-soul

@Blue_Bookworm735 hey no need to apologize, it’s ok to move in from things and try out something new, we’ll definitely miss you but I know we can still talk (whenever that is) on Twitter and hey! Maybe I’ll see you on Ao3! 
            
            I’m really happy to call you my friend and I’m happy I meet you! Makings friends is really hard for me so I’m really glad you saw me as one. 
            
            I hope you find happiness in whatever you find that entertains you and know what if you ever do come back by any chance, you’re always welcomed back!
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man_of_the_bsoiso_s

@Blue_Bookworm735 Goodbye my friend. I will miss you and your stories, but I understand where you come from and I wish you the best. You've been a good friend, and I'm proud to call you my friend. Good luck in finding out who you are, although I know you're an amazing person already. I hope to talk to you again one day, and if you're ever in Nebraska, don't be afraid to come say hi. I won't bite, I promise :3 Best of luck mah dude. I hope you continue writing in the future, whatever it may be. I'll miss your comments on my stories and the fun discussions we've had :'3 God speed, or something, idfk. ❤ 
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RaidersIsabela18

@Blue_Bookworm735 it’s ok I will miss you here on Wattpad. Can we talk on Discord? Even if we can’t work on the story now, can we still talk to each other? I don’t have any other friends to really talk to, hopefully I’ll talk to you later Blue. 
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Blue_Bookworm735

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I'm reading Klance for the first time in months, and something emotional happened, and I'm like <_<
          
          At the same time I got a notification about Foolish getting spoken to by the fucking Egg- like nO don't do this me-
          
          AND AT THE SAME TIME- Suffering from emotional whiplash, I look at my TV that is playing my Vibes playlist- AND UNCHAINED MELODY IS FUCKING PLAYING
          
          I can't. I just- I can't. 

RaidersIsabela18

@Blue_Bookworm735  I haven’t heard from you in a few weeks. If something bad happened you can always talk to me, you’re my friend. Homies help homies, always!
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RaidersIsabela18

It’ll be ok, we’re here for you! *hugs*
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