JinJin's Fire Raps

This is probably the longest that I've been inactive. My life is so fuckin interesting. I would put all of it but nah. Imma keep this light and just summarize the big events. I started HS and it's so fuckin weird already. Straight Boys are full out gay for each other and it's very concerning. I'm starting to write my song again. I hope I finish before either Thanksgiving or Christmas break. My ex bf is at my school when I thought he was moving. Anyways, I'm doing Winter and Spring Track for my HS. But I'm also working to get my Math grade up so my Mom can do the registration process for Winter Track. So I'm trying to kill 2 birds with 1 stone basically.

UGH!! I JUST GOT NEWS THAT JOSHUA AND JUN FROM SVT BOTH GOT COVID TOO!! SK WTF IS GOING ON WITH YOUR IDOLS?! HUH?! NOW LIKE 95 OF THEM ARE GETTING COVID ON A DAILY BASIC!! WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?!  Ahem. But hopefully, everybody gets better from this and are able to stay healthy.

WHY THE HELL DID MORE THAN HALF OF SVT GET COVID?! WONWOO, VERNON, HOSHI, DK, SEUNGKWAN, COUPS, AND THE 8 GOT COVID!! WTF KOREA!! WHAT IS GOING ON WITH THE AMOUNT OF IDOLS GETTING COVID!! TF!! Ahem. Thanks for listening to me being mad at South Korea for getting their idols covid.

So I'm deciding to post a story I've been working on for months. It's called "Feelings". It's a Jimin ff that I randomly started writing. Anyways. That's it

So now I'm confused. I have a crush on someone named Jazon and I don't know if he actually likes me or not. He would sometimes dead ass stare at me. He also likes my comments on his TikTok posts. I remember during Gym(I think either 1 or 2 weeks ago), I was doing scoreboard for his team during Volleyball. And I look to see him dead ass staring at me. Like staring me down. We were just making eye contact the whole time. But I wanted to look away but I feel if I make the slightest of movements, he would look. I was looking like , "Why are you looking at me like that? What's going on inside your head?" Those questions were going through my mind. But my friend Hayden tells me that he likes a Sophia in our school. BUT I DONT KNOW WHICH SOPHIA IT IS!! Ahem anyways. Then he looked at me again during another Volleyball game when I scoreboard for his team again. It wasn't like last time. Thank God for that. Plus he started liking my comments on his TikTok posts. I was telling my friends Hayden, Jordan, and Eyad about all this happening. They say that it's a sign the he rly likes me. But idk because I feel like he knows that I like him. But I've never told him or his friends about my crush on him. But it's not like I stalk him or anything. Anyways, the 1st time I liked him was when he looked at me for a good 15 seconds during our school social. My heart then started being like crazy and I ran away. Ahem anyways. Thanks for listening.

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

I HAD A VERY EVENTFUL DAY!! Ok, so first, in homeroom, only 2 out of 25 students(me and a classmate) participated in Disney Day. Then going to lunch, I caught Jazon took a glance at me. Then in LAL, almost half the class was empty. Then going to 8th Period, I asked my friend Jayda if I can yell at Jazon(my crush) because he and his friend Rueben won't hit the Volleyball or even try to. YET THEY THE CAPTAIN AND CO-CAPTAIN OF THEIR VOLLEYBALL TEAM!! WHICH IS SAD!! But anyways. Hayden had the AUDACITY to tell me and I quote , "If you yell at him, then you won't be able to kiss his little lips." I was experienced many emotions at that time. Like I was blushing, mad at her for saying that, scared if Jazon heard her, etc. But mostly when I was blushing under my mask. Then going to my locker at the end of the day, I accidentally hit Jazon's slingbag. So yea. Thx for listening

Ok. So like a week or 2 ago, I found MONSTA X NETFLIX TRAILERS! I LOVE THE LOVE KILLA AND GAMBLER ONES!! I WOULD WATCH IT IF NETFLIX MADE IT A REAL SHOW!! Ahem. Anyways.

Soooooo.. I presented my About Me project in Health and like half the class just realized that me and Shaun are cousins. My teacher asked if he was ashamed of me and he said no. That's good though. Anyways, I was looking at Jazon and then he caught me looking at him, so I looked away. But he looked at me during class. But now idk if he likes me or not. But I feel like he either likes me or he knows smth. Ahem. Thanks for listening