Hiro🖤

!VENT!
          sorry
          
          
          
          I've had another panic attack and I'm totally done today. My depression and sleeping problems doesn't make it better, actually the one thing what's cool is that my old friend will come to my home for a sleepover tomorrow :)
          Actually I wonder what will be when I was gone.
          I didn't think about su!c!d4, but I wish I just stay in my dreams, my other world, my fantasy and didn't woke up anymore. Yeah, sweet dreams. 
          Highschool sucks too, my teachers are so rude for me, and I don't know why, maybe just because I fall asleep on the class. Well, they want to treat them good because they're a teachers, but we, students, can't be treat good. I've had a lil problem at school and I needed to get out from this hell but my teacher is like "uh-huh, I don't care. You need to wait, I've had a break now, and breaks are for the teachers.' 
          She didn't want to even listen! And I wanted help... 
          It sucks, I tried hard not to cry and I just ran out from school, because she just treats me like a sh!t. 
          I don't care about this, I regret nothing. 
          I want to change my school so much, or let me please stay at home and learn at home. cause I don't want to go to this hell, full of toxic monsters.
          
          Im sorry, that's all. 
          Take care of yourself <3

mam branie
          ale tylko u dziewczyn-

Im laying actually on the sofa on my school with my bestie waiting for my teacher, cool.
          (we're going home now ig)

my voice breaks and my dreams are gone...
          fvck my damn voice.

Taste me you will see
          More is all you need
          Dedicated to
          How I'm killing you
          Come crawling faster
          Obey your master
          Your life burns faster
          Obey your master, master
          Master of puppets, I'm pulling your strings
          Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams
          Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
          Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
          

Don't you hear my call,
          though you're many years away?
          don't you hear me calling you?
          Write your letters in the sand
          for the day I'll take your hand
          in the land that our grandchildren knew

"She keeps her Moët et Chandon
          In her pretty cabinet
          "Let them eat cake, " she says
          Just like Marie Antoinette
          A built-in remedy
          For Khrushchev and Kennedy
          At anytime an invitation
          You can't decline"
          
          FROM QUEEN