I just get anxious sometimes when I'm around large groups of people. Or when I'm just around people. I don't know...I just get all self-conscious and feel like everyone's staring at me. Even though no one is probably even looking at me. I get this feeling like there's some large mark painted on my face. And everyone's staring at it, wondering what it is, and where it came from, and I don't even realize that it's there. Then I end just having this feeling that there's something wrong with me and so I stand and I walk around just being uncomfortable in my own skin. And because I'm obviously uncomfortable, I think everyone else senses it and doesn't like me because of it. And it makes me all the more self-conscious and closed lipped. It's just a vicious cycle where I can never win.