My mind is a complete mess right now. It's all over the place and can't focus. I hate this whole situation, I hate myself for it. I hate I supported him even though no one knew. I still feel gross and disgusted in myself. I always had trust issues and knew people were fake, but I never knew they could be that fake. I honestly don't know who I can trust and that's why my heads all over the place. Trust me, I will never forgive you for all this you did to not only is, but making Stray Kids feel even worse. You know you messed up when a member who never resorts to violence, wanted to punch you. I'm not wishing death upon anyone, but go rot in jail and burn in hell.