I was born in the wrong time, and in the wrong place. I'm just a stupid toy. Once somebody uses me, they  throw me out. I walk up to a corner, cry, cut, and sketch.. sketch my death. Nobody needs me, i'm just a waste of space, i hate my life, everybody is facing their own problems. I lost my happiness, my dignity to live. I deserve nobody. I found a rope in my backyard, i want to use it. Nobody really loves me. They love someone else. I don't deserve this life. I don't deserve this love. I deserve to die. I want to die. I wish that i would find someone who does love me, love is rare for me. I have marks on my back. I'm sorry guys, i am a disappointment. You can't spell disappointment without me. I'm sorry.. everyone, for being that small part of your life. I want you to forget about me, please.