I just heard the news and am REALLY sorry about your friend. She sounded like a great person. I know what it is like to lose someone precious to you and there never seem to be any good words to stop the pain. Take care of yourself because I am sure that is what she would have wanted. I shall mourn your loss for a best friend can never be truly replaced.
My friend wanted me to send this to you.
Dear bubblez247, please be happy again, I know what you've been through, I know how you feel. When I was 11, my great grandma passed. I cried for three days and three nights because I regret that I didn't see her much because she lives far away from my home. My mother talked to me that this is life itself, no one can control life and death, it was her time to be revived. I started to feel better to accept the fact that it was destiny itself. I hope you'll feel better and continue your awesome novel. I'll always be there for you, just put out all of your problems and I'll try to answer them. Hope you move in soon.