carmen.

I love how I am editing three different chapters at the same time. Anything to update as soon as possible! 

When I change the title of my book just know I was inspired by the movie about Tonya Harding, wedding vows too. 

Slowly but surely falling in love with my book again. 2026 might just get an update out of me. #happynewyear

I so wish that I could write in the gothic, lush prose that Louis from Interview with a Vampire embodies. It’s like every word he says is carefully crafted, deliberately chosen, almost like he rehearsed it before publishing them. 
          
          I am so in love with that style. Nobody gets it. I could listen to him talk all day. I love that show sooo much. 

For a while, aaliyahs debut album was my go to but somehow her self titled album has managed to change that. That now changes the whole trajectory of part two. Back to the drawing board I go. 

I will always be a ‘ first person ‘ point of view writer. Don’t get me wrong, third person pov has its conveniences and advantages though it’s something so liberating about being able to place yourself directly in your characters shoes. I feel that I am restricted from doing that as I write or even draft in third person. 

My book is finally becoming something that I can read without crying in utter embarrassment. I’m having more fun editing than actually writing which is a big ‘ LOL ‘  to me. 

I have so many book drafts that I fear will never see the light of day. Like online dating scams, aztec princesses,  1930s murder mysteries and more. They will never see light. 

@Bimmergirl310 Aww, thank you so much. I have such a love and hate relationship with it but it means so much to me that readers still enjoy it. Thank you for reading, part two of it will be coming soon. ❤️

Just want a bond like the one DeVantè had with the floors in the 90s. #otp