Mercedes ❤️

I'm standing to this world that people controls me for everything

Why can't I have freedom?

I hate my self, 
          I keep on talking to my mind 'cause I just can't tell the world how fucking I want to kill you right now!

Freedom, everybody deserves that.
          But I don't even think If I have it.

Pati ba naman Yakult ko kukunin niyo! 
          Kingna! Susunugin ko na yata yang pagmumukha niyo!

If I can just upload my drawings here

This mask that I hardly hide is broken.
          And I can't hide it anymore.

Saying to my self that I should enjoy this day,
          That I should smile and put some smile to them.
          But I can't, 'cause it feels like I'm out of place, invisible and not part of the family.
          It weakens me seeing my self pulling and pushing away this tears.
          I can't even see my self in the mirror.
          I hope and I wish that someday, I'll be the one who can put smiles on my own self.

I keep on looking at the other side, but I just can't keep my eyes off of you.

And I hate That I Love You So