CantReadACantaloupe

Hi, it’s Summer! I’m back for winter break (haha did you get that?)! I’m hosting a selection/red queen crossover roleplay. Would you be interested in joining if I booted my account back up? Thank you! <3

Mark graduated from NCT, my heart
          I pulled an all-nighter for no reason last night and am now drinking a Red Bull, my liver...

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          Taeyong has red hair again
          The mullet is gone
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How is it that debate, the one activity where the extent of power of straight, cis, white males is identified, is entirely dominated by those within that social group? 
          
          Because all of the judges are straight, cis and white?
          
          Because this is a conservative based state?
          
          Why?

Hey mom, how the fuck are ya

heya boo! just a little note from your moldy ash to tell you that you are amazing and ily! ❤️

HEY BITCH GUESS WHAT YOU’RE VALID AND YOU’RE LOVED

Hey! I'm so so sorry for failing to keep up with my Selection RP through the summer! Honestly I feel horrible that I dropped the ball on that. But i wanted to let you know that I've recently picked it back up where I left it, so in your interested in continuing it's there:) 

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          Yes, I am finally exiting my hiatus. Honestly, it's been wonderful. I'm in a better position mentally, yet and still dealing with derogatory thoughts and occasional impulses. So once again, please forewarn me on character arcs involving mental health. I am okay rping it but I need to assure I'm in the appropriate mental state.
          
          Though, that being said, there is some rather disappointing news. I will be ending my Selection Roleplay "On The Surface" due to the plot being partially toxic to my health and that reviving it simply isn't plausible. It was fun and I would be eager to roleplay with everyone who participated in it again. I am sorry to those who invested in it but it simply isn't going to be revived.
          
          Thank you guys for being understanding throughout all of this! It means a lot.  

Heya everyone! Ya boi is back
          
          So debate camp concluded yesterday, it was a lot of fun. Am I fueled with enough salt to fill the Dead Sea? Yes, but I learned a lot. It was a wonderful experience.
          
          The message below is detailing something remarkably personal, and simply something that I wish for everyone who I roleplay or interact with to be considerate of. 
          
          Simply put, I have not been responsible with mental health. My family and I have perpetuated the (entirely false) stigma of which going to seek professional help is frowned upon. Unfortunately, this doesn't make my insecurities disappear. My mentality has grown increasingly toxic over the years due to issues that have been neglected. This has lead me to taking action off of my mental health, in an extreme manner that is a detriment to my physical health. 
          
          I am working through this with my family, it's something that's a process though. While I  cherish and support everyone of you, being an advocate of self-positivity is difficult when you are yet to make the threshold yourself. Certain frames of mind can be devastating to me. Because of that, I ask that if you're going to discuss mental health, be it with or without action taken off of it, you preface that in your message. If I'm unprepared it may result in some actions I'm trying extremely hard to work out of.
          
          That being said, and to repeat, I am very grateful to support you all and be supported by you. Those I have met on Wattpad have impacted my life positively in nearly all aspects. Just please keep this in mind in the coming weeks or months. I'll post a message when I'm considered stable, by some arbitrary and subjective means. But in the meanwhile, please be considerate, thank you.