Carl484

This is so random but I was laying down watching stuff on my phone with one eye closed and I decided to look around my room but my vision was blurry so I closed my right eye and couldn’t see anything in the dark but I opened my left eye only and saw everything a lot more clearly….. 

Carl484

<sigh> 
          “I miss my wife tails” 
          “I miss her a lot”
           “I’ll be back”

Lunarii_Yukari

@Carl484 just give me your number I'll text you.
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Carl484

God I miss this girl -my wife so much she makes me so happy I wanna pick her up and love her and everything ehheehehehehehehehehheheh :3
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
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Carl484

(Rant)….. 
          
          
          
          
          I hate the holidays.. like no I don’t want to be around people that are miserable about everything and make it everyone’s else’s fault and it doesn’t help I don’t talk to any family members other than immediate family and they are just as bad and I’m not allowed to be around my friends that I consider family more than my actual family. How hard is it to just understand that I don’t want to be around miserable things and actually be happy with the people I feel comfortable with and emotionally deeply love and respect me and now I find it hard to even talk to family and let alone  expressed feelings and things I like . Like a girl that decided I’m there’s now  -MY GIRLFRIEND HAS MORE UNDERSTANDING AND COOPERATION AND INTEREST FOR JUST BEING IN MY LIFE FOR A YEAR HAS TRULY TREATED ME BETTER THAN THE LAST TIME I COULD REMEMBER AND HAS TREATED ME WAY BETTER THAN MY OWN FAMILY ESPECIALLY AFTER I HAD BEEN HARASSED AND ASSAULTED … LIKE WTF 
          
          And I also have a hard time getting gifts for people so I end up asking them… 

Carl484

Sooooooo I don’t know what to do on here because I really can’t find anything i like and I want to talk about my lover/feelings even though is sounds embarrassing and it doesn’t help that they are the only person I know on here… eh what’s the worst that could happen 
          (Besides being beat by her ~ jk) >:3